finally talked to jen after 3 months of silence...she was cold and had no compassion for me...last night yahoo lied and said she was online and she wasn't, and i joined her in chat and it was adult rooms, so i was already off to a bad weekend...and tonite she treated me as tho what i felt for her was meaningless and didnt' matter, and said i should just get over her...like you can JUST get over someone you loved...she told me not to follow her to chat rooms anymore, and i lied and said i wouldn't...i followed her after she said good night and she was in a room cybering some guy...i wrote her, saying i could not help but follow her and that she was right when she said i it is ME hurting ME...and i took her off my buddy list...i guess that's it
i have my closure. Goodbye, Jen
I like a girl named Ali right now, and i am afraid it will be another illusion like the Jen thing...i don't want to stop believing in love, but Jen says she's got no intention on ever beingt with another human being like she was with me...makes me feel like there's soemthing wrong with ME even tho i know it's her baggage
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i have a Viagra in my pocket....now all i need is a day off work and a hooker lol...naaa, i'll probably just masturbate a lot
no one loves me like i love me...ha ha
i have my closure. Goodbye, Jen
I like a girl named Ali right now, and i am afraid it will be another illusion like the Jen thing...i don't want to stop believing in love, but Jen says she's got no intention on ever beingt with another human being like she was with me...makes me feel like there's soemthing wrong with ME even tho i know it's her baggage
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i have a Viagra in my pocket....now all i need is a day off work and a hooker lol...naaa, i'll probably just masturbate a lot
no one loves me like i love me...ha ha
but I don't believe in love, it's not an actuall feeling. I spit on it. Ptew!
It's good that you have closure, you don't need that, nobody does.