talk about a week. work was insane. the girl that i'm totally addicted to is moving out of the city tomorrow. she goes from being a 10 min walk away to an hour on the bus away. to hammer town. ah. she's freaked out. i made her a mix cd tonight, but couldn't get it to her. c'est la vie. it is what it is. it was a pretty fucking killer mix too! should i post the track listing? let me know!
was at a party last night. some things came to light. it was very interesting. extremely interesting in fact. a very dear friend of mine thinks i should tell our mutual friend that i have feelings for her etc. we've all known each other for almost a decade. and my friend is suggesting that i tell our one friend that i've had a huge thing for her for this entire time...... whuh? i dunno. it kinda got brought up cuz we were both talking about how much dating blows, and my friends husband perked up and exclaimed 'why the fuck don't you two just get together?' good question. she claims she's proud she's one of the only people she knows that hasn't connected with me. it was weird. she's made that comment before too. this one is such a high strung girl. she's literally got a fucking check list for men she wants to date, and for the last 4 years she's dated nothing but assholes, and i don't meet the criteria in her checklist at all. weird scenario. my friend said i should just do it. tell her. suggest that the two of us should just date. see what happens. i'm debating it, but i really don't know......
it's just been too long perhaps.
who knows?
love you.