jflax1

i really hate to do this because i know that this is not the right forum for this but it is the only one i have right now so here it goes. Six months ago i spent a week and a half in a mental hospital. The reason that i'm bringing it up now is that i am afraid that i am going to have to go back soon. There hasn't been a specific incident to "set me off" but sure as shit its happening. i don't know if my meds are failing or what but i feel like i'm watching a train wreck and can't stop it. i'm not suicidal for the simple reason that i am too despondent to even have those feelings. Thanks for listening
-bitch