I wish I was dead! No I mean it I really do wish I was dead. My medication has not been working lately and I just don't care anymore. I don't care about the people that would miss me because if they knew how much pain I was in they would want it to end. I have felt like this before but this time no mistakes two cuts one, two, left wrist right wrist 20 min and done. Of course I am a coward and i'm not going to do a goddamn thing because I am a piece of chicken shit with no backbone!!! I'l wake up tomorrow and tonight wont have happened and I'll just revert to my blind self and everything is fine. Anyone any ideas??? 
jamielee:
You live in Pikesville? You should come out to one of the SGCharm City open events on Thursday nights. It's not going on tonight, but most likely will be happening next week. Message me or leave me a comment if you want more details!