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You think you know someone....

I am very disappointed in certain people right now. I guess it good to know who your real friends are, I am not the most trusting of people as it is, I have a small circle, and now its even smaller. I wish people werent so vindictive, but whats done is done. Thats it, yet another person to cross off my list, and i will, i HATE drama, Im not in high school anymore and I hate people who insist on acting like they are. I was angry but now im just sad. This weekend was awful for many reasons...and I am ashamed to say I went totally over board, and undid all my good work, I got so wasted all weekend, took everything i could get my hands on and was quite horrible. I havent eaten in 3 days either..I have managed to stop myself now though..and am making an effort to stay in and drink water. I am focusing on the positive. My trip is shaping up nicely..I seriuously am not sure if i am gonna have time to visit everybody on my trip!! This is a good thing, and I am sure everything else will work out ok. I'm trying not to over think things, I just hope it hasnt affected too many other things I have going on.

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