jezabel

hmmmmmmm had a very intertesting coversation with an old collague the other day........

Now for those of you that dont know I got fired from my job at Waterstone's in Epsom for being on here etc........

Now I know who the bitch was who dobbed me in-yes you susan hewitt-have fun sitting home every night at your parents house (and you are nearly 30 which is a bit sad isnt it) checking on my journal to see if there is anything to report??Bit insecure about competiton are you? get a fucking life and grow up-you'll get your one day...but even though i know you like going out of the way to fuck other people's lives up actually you probably did me a big favour-i got my ass out of epsom(oh yes the shit hole you are still stuck in) and started doing stuff i love-so i really guess i should say thank you-but i'm not going to-you are and always will be a total bitch......

just had to get that off my chest.............

And something else has bugged me recently
yesterday I went round my ex's to finally pick up the rest of my stuff(and it has been a year) and i totally have no feelings for him anymore but i felt sad, because i guess he's the last guy who like me for, well... just me and not my Jezabel persona or how I looked.....Most of the people I meet now just want to have sex with me-which is fine and flattering in its own way but I miss having someone who truely appreciates my mind-as i'm totally not a bimbo-but i guess that comes with time........

Well I'm off to Download festival to perform this weekend-i'm very excited yet terrified!!And Sick of it all and Clutch are playing so at least not all the bands are awful metal(i like good metal just not much is on this year)so yay!!!!!!

Hope you guys are all good
Love
Jezabel
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