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So tonight was my friends birthday party. I got dragged to the same bar usually get dragged to. this time, though, I decided to be antisocial and brought my sound canceling headphones and my MP3 player and I sat back and listen to bands like bad religion, kill switch Chopin, Bob Marley, modest mouse, Jimi Hendrix, Buddy Guy and a few others. For while, I just close my eyes and listened lost in my music. A little time went buy and I started to look over the crowd of the seemingly mass-produce copied and replicated people. They were all the same. They talk the same everything about them was the same we like being in the movies are remember what movie was called but I think it was the puppet Masters. It reminded me of that. The lack of individuality was kind of scary. By no means I'm not a perfect person I hope there's more individuals and by this I mean. People who are free to express themselves and who are at peace with their individuality.

I recently became single and things like this lack of individuality scares me because I'm not looking for a girl looks like the next girl or who acts and thinks like the next one I'm looking for that one girl and I mean just that. That one girl, who can make me feel like I am falling from a plane, who can make my heart race and my hands shake. the girl who I fall in love with all over again every time I look at her. I know this will sound crazy, but I seriously believe there is that one person for everybody. in my case I don't know what she looks like I don't know what she sounds like. I don't even know where she's from, but I truly hope she's out there