After being here for a while now, i've decided to share some things with ya all, and please don't mind my photography skills, this is like 5th selfie i ever took xD. Oh and yeah, my house is full of random and odd things, just look at my profile picture lol.
First things first, why am i even here, don't i have better things to do? Yeah, uhm, no, i do not! I joined here because i wanted to meet new and exciting people, someone "different" because all the people around me are boring and only need me to do them favors, for the rest of the year i do not exist for them, and most of my "friends" are lame and they all act like they have a broom shoved up their rear ends. Sure, it would be a lie if i said i'm not here for the girls, after all they did not call it Suicide GIRLS for no reason. I'm asking you, who came here to watch cooking competition LMAO? And for me, this is actually much more than just a site with "pictures of tattooed girls" but i have to admit, i got triggered once when someone told me that "girls with tats are totally unattractive and look dirty", and i strongly disagreed, otherwise i would not be here in the first place. I find that attractive and beautiful, but like i said earlier, many people around me don't understand that and are giving me the looks when i tell 'em that. Sure, i do the things for which i get paid, and i was very lucky on that end, but i never wanted to accept the boring concept of life where you are stuck in an endless loop in which you wake up, go to work, come home late and all that just to keep doing same thing over and over again? I doubt i was born for that, and i always think outside the box, one of the reasons why i came here, i've decided to leave certain things behind me and let boring people be boring in their miserable lives full of lies and illusions.
Oh yeah, one more thing before i go on, i'm actually 24, but i am often told i look a lot younger, frankly i don't know, i never had the idea how the hell am i supposed to look while being 24 years old.. Just wanted to know what you think about all this?
Alright back on topic, finally! Week, 7 days, right? Do i have a favorite? Nope. I had very successful Mondays and really, really shitty Fridays.
Last 7 days were crazy, my cousin told me that his girlfriend is pregnant, he was bursting with joy, never seen someone so happy for a long time, sadly, his mother died 5 years ago, on that same day when he found out he'll become a daddy, what a coincidence, or is it? I also realized how much i hate my dysfunctional family, let's just say we had a small incident, and how much they hate me, just because i refused to be mindless drone and let them do the thinking instead of me. There are even moments when i envy to people that never met their fathers, luckily my mother was always there for me, but all those years of abusing (When i was 10 i think, they kicked us out, in the middle of the night, my "dear" grandpa who was drunk as lord threw us out while "daddy" just sat there and did nothing, now after many years for some reason we all pretend like that never happened, at least that is what they prefer to think) have left the mark on her..
I also worked on few cars, it's like a therapy to me, to fix something and get it running properly again, then i watched one of my favorite movies, again after many years, Southland Tales. Timeless classic but difficult to understand and somewhat ahead of it's time, and of course i spent the Valentine's day alone, had dinner in McDonald's :D and went for a ride, freeways can be very relaxing at night. Why was it like that? Because every girl that ever appeared in my life was already in a relationship, engaged or had some scientific explanation why she.. Forget it ahahaha, i actually had better days regarding that circumstance, but nothing ever lasted. I suppose some people never find what they're looking for (..and now it crossed my mind, Han has no idea what it means to be Solo..)
And most important, i wrote my first blog ever, or at least i tried to, so if anyone read this, thank you for the time taken to do so.
What a week......... ;)