jetta

My insides are on fire.Burning up inside with hate. A dark loathing looming; and brought to a boil.

Extinguish this fire, stomp out my soul. Bash in my brains until I am cold. Scream and masturbate, ungulate and disassociate. There is no beauty for the eye to behold.

Brewing up deception a tincture of poison and lies later unfold. Beat your children rape their minds do as I say! Goddamnit DO as your told! ahhhhhh.

My insides are on fire. Burning up with hate. It's your choice to live but save dying, it will get better; you'll see ....just wait.

A loathing looming and brought to a boil. Every hope, every dream laid wraped in plastic; Then forgotten out in the sun to fester and spoil.
Extinguish this fire. Silence this soul,
I have had to much sit down and cry... ( sigh ). you are only 22 years old.
xxx-jetta