-WWheeeeeewuu...eerrrrraaa-stretching-
akkk what day is it;- Oh yeah tuesday...shruggs..
I am in a hole-not a as in asshole but,a hole.
Vapid,desolate and quiet....
My brain is in battle with soul-if their is something stewing inside to a boil, forfitting the rules of the rim....I cant seem to find the words,
nor the exact colors of paint to justify the means..

If it were possible to get "Blue Balls" of the mind -I think I got it...I keep having all sorts of fuct
dreams;-not like anything that I dream is ever candy coated;-they continue to become the more
incrypted....
I was telling this friend of mine about a dream I
had the other night..It was about alot of running,
seeing the ass end of four different cars filled with little kids racing from the beach at sunset, straight
into the water...with the break of each wave another child was ejected out of the car left to flail
around the water...
Then the weather turned to pouring down rain...
and I was somewhere else,-not flying but floating over a field of some kind with a little brown house
on a hill that was surrounded by barbed wire-I love that stuff--I made my way up to the house-still raining-their was a porch in front; as I made my way up the stairs I could see a huge 7ft.
Indian man waiting and starring at me... When I had
gotten up the porch five wolves surrounded me and started to growl and froth at the mouth...
he said something to me- but I didnt know what-it was in Indian...then I was back at the beach....at sunset..starring at cars, full ov kids...racing off
into the water....