Ugh. I have been pretty crappy lately. Audrey (my white momma hamster) died this weekend. I have been crying all week. I had to come back to DSM from home (2 hrs) on Friday because Toby had escaped, so by the time I got here, my roommate found him. I forgot to check on Audrey. I didn't check on her until late Sunday, and she was in her house dead. I lost it. I guess she died from being old, since I don't know how old she was, at least a year and a half out of her two year life span. I'm just so upset that I wasn't here for her and that she had to die all alone. She's in my freezer right now, and I'm devestated. I'm taking her home this weekend to bury her by my bedroom window.
I have the wonderful babies that she gave me, and I am grateful. Audrey, I love you and hope you are not suffering anymore and I will see you someday.
Her cage is still sitting in my room. I can't clean it out yet. I cry everytime I look at it.
In other news, I am so stressed out from school. I had to drop a class because it was killing me. I am down to 16 credits, which is a little more managable. I have a job, but it is scanning medical files, so it is 2-4 hours a week, which def. doesn't do me much good. Anyone need a graphic designer?
I have the wonderful babies that she gave me, and I am grateful. Audrey, I love you and hope you are not suffering anymore and I will see you someday.
Her cage is still sitting in my room. I can't clean it out yet. I cry everytime I look at it.
In other news, I am so stressed out from school. I had to drop a class because it was killing me. I am down to 16 credits, which is a little more managable. I have a job, but it is scanning medical files, so it is 2-4 hours a week, which def. doesn't do me much good. Anyone need a graphic designer?
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zobop_:
Sorry to hear about Audrey. Hope that joining our merry, if somewhat tonguetied group over at SG Japan makes you feel a bit better. Yeah, too much more than 16 credits does seem like overkill. You ain't gonna do anyone any good if you work yourself to death at 20! 
luamour:
Wow, I went to Grand View last year. Just for a semester though. Hehe. How cool. Now I'm going to ISU and majoring in Animal Ecology with a minor in Literary Studies and Creative Writing. The design program here is way too big. I don't want to get lost in all that. Bleh.