jetsabel

I am having major problems in my life. I'm just not doing what I should be. I am way insomniatic, and I sleep too much and then still feel tired. It takes forever to sleep.
I'm sucking in my classes, I keep missing them because of sleep or I feel like puking. I just need to suck it up and go.
I might have a job soon. I'd be an online tech specialist for Sears.com. $10/hr. This might keep me in DSM this summer, which would be good for me to kind of branch out and move away from home. Plus I'd be making lots of money, instead of wasting away all summer.
It just sucks beacuse what is good for me isn't what I want. Kind of like vegetables.
I want to be with my boyfriend, but he's so far away, and talking to him can only happen late at night, which is why I stay up so late (partially). So what do i do? I love him and it just sucks because right now isn't working out for us to be together (physically, because breaking up is not an option).
Bleh bleh. I have workstudy at 5:30, so I'm getting everything ready so I can do homework.
My hamsters need their claws trimmed, but they wiggle too much for me to trim them. Maybe I can catch them when they are sleepy.