New drugs now. They're kicking my ass as far as staying awake, but at least the mood swings have stopped.
moo
Looks like I need to go hump my neurosurgeon's leg for a new profile so they don't deploy me without being fixed. I'm nowhere near where I need to be to deploy, mentally, physically...let alone my house and truck. Oh well....here's hoping for the best. 

Welp, looks like a get-together for this area isn't gonna happen as per the usual...back to my regularly scheduled program of nothing + beer and shisha.
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alyeska:
Christina has board and I have someone coming home. Be patient.
jesterbarbee:
yeah but as usual that only accounts for three of us.
@ Aeterna: love smokin shisha!
@ Aeterna: love smokin shisha!
one more week down, 20-21 more at least until my wife can come home.
So after a long ass night of not being able to get any sleep for some wierd reason, it's nappy time since I don't have to go back to work until thursday.
I believe the time has come to go back into my little shell. Anti-socialism here I come.... 

orange. 

tarion:
Are you sure? lol
jesterbarbee:
well it could be green or purple i guess...it's mood dependant 

So in my new low for desparation for something to do/someone to hang out with I have resorted to replying to cl ads. Much to my chagrin, about 95% of the ads are bots/models advertising for web cam companies
...guess i'm better off staying a loner and keeping to myself, much safer/cheaper that way

Man I'm horrible at this blogging thing. Oh well....gues it's time for another go, let's see how long it lasts this time