jester55

HERES TO HOPE
positive thoughts marked by sterile dreams
my eyes are blind to these hopeful things
im broken and beaten and left for dead
this pin pricked heart is connected by a single thread

these long lonely nights are filled with pining
with hope for a taste of the serendipitous
however for me this cant be tangible
and with the rise of the sun...
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had the surgery and his foot is horrible and fucked up...i advice do not request to stay awake and video your own surgery cuz the dr's do a poor job of numbing the area of incision i felt the whole fuckin surgery

is gonna do the marine thing kill me some commies oh wait wrong war

Nun liebe Kinder gebt fein acht
ich bin die Stimme aus dem Kissen
ich hab euch etwas mitgebracht
hab es aus meiner Brust gerissen

Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt

Sie kommen zu euch in der Nacht
Dmonen Geister schwarze Feen
sie kriechen aus dem Kellerschacht...
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will be deleting his sg account soon

so alone dont drop me now ill sink into the underground

just sitting here pondering my life over some english breakfast tea with a hint of cream and wow im a fucked up guy... I have made alot of mistakes in my relatively short life and wronged alot of people... Ive strayed far from the right path or what i thought was the right path. my father who is my hero the man i wanted to...
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angry lonely depressed boo i hate this feeling

yay for sg thats all i gotta say.... thinking about goin surfing today and maybe getting something pierced but i dont have a ton of money... and im missing my woman terribly she seams so far away and honestly all i wanna do is hold her god i miss her so... gotta do alot of homework this week and a couple papers a ton of...
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