There are so many mysteries, I feel, to the way we function mentally and emotionally. Literally one minute you feel you may be ready to just start your life with someone fuck all the little games people play and then.. that feeling has faded to uncertainty.
How do you know which one that comes along should be the one you take chances for? It's baffling...
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How do you know which one that comes along should be the one you take chances for? It's baffling...
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Going out to the Upstairs lounge tonight after work. Should be a nice relaxing evening. Maybe a drink or two. Some nice friendly conversation, generally goofiness with old friends.
Unwinding is something I can really use at the moment. Where as I don't have many concerns, my hours have been drastically reduced at work and I'm now barely making enough to cover rent at my...
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Unwinding is something I can really use at the moment. Where as I don't have many concerns, my hours have been drastically reduced at work and I'm now barely making enough to cover rent at my...
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schismatic_god:
Well why cant you ever get a nap when you need one, simply it is murphys law. 
cyberbat:
Thank you for the birthday message. It was very sweet of you.
*mwah*
*mwah*
Decided to get myself out of the house last night and went to a party for my roommate's friend who is moving. So, it was a, "goodbye shitty apartment" party.
I've never had so much fun sweating and acquiring bruises. The apartment was not set up for central air and it was in the 90s yesterday. Inside it was still 80 something.
Most of the...
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I've never had so much fun sweating and acquiring bruises. The apartment was not set up for central air and it was in the 90s yesterday. Inside it was still 80 something.
Most of the...
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tinplatedhero:
Yeah, it's been difficult, and my only other cat is staying inside from now on... Thanks for the good thoughts.
Hopefully this move from the apartment will do you some good.. I know it's been rough.
Hopefully this move from the apartment will do you some good.. I know it's been rough.
eeek_the_kat:
Sounds like a fun time. 
I've decided to start modeling again on a more serious level, it's something that I used to immensely enjoy though I couldnt live off of it it was my one great pleasure that left me feeling that I was doing something somewhat productive and kept myself busy.
So, if you are or know of any photographers/promotional events coming through St.Louis or even possibly Chicago or...
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So, if you are or know of any photographers/promotional events coming through St.Louis or even possibly Chicago or...
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darthsmurf:
Buy HTML for Dummies. Seriously. It helped me. Wish I hadn't lost my copy... 
frantic:
good luck with all your plans. i have no idea with web stuff myself but once you get it going ill help spread the word!
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deceptiviewfilm:
Very Nice 
wix:
perhaps the most gorgeous pictures i have ever seen.
love.
love.
Yestrday I got back from Chicago, just in time to literally go to work.
The trip was expectedly and unexpectedly enjoyable. We didn't go out much, just to a lounge and bar around the neighborhood and one he might be bartending on the weekends.
We've been talking about our relationship in a semi serious way. We're definately in for each other and the distance makes...
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The trip was expectedly and unexpectedly enjoyable. We didn't go out much, just to a lounge and bar around the neighborhood and one he might be bartending on the weekends.
We've been talking about our relationship in a semi serious way. We're definately in for each other and the distance makes...
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l_f:
Curiously enough, I was thinking about her one or two days ago... And I do not see her for at least 10 years! 
Even more strange: That photo has some features that resemble her two brothers' "auras". Ok, I will explain: Although they have similar faces, the elder was over 6ft and very serious/shy, while the then-10-y.o.-or-so was a brat. They both were somewhat androgenous (The elder was actually gay) and had a slight magical "aura" around them (Not in the paranormal sense, but in a metaphorical sense.). The girl herself was somewhat in between you and Mademoiselle.
Cheers.
Even more strange: That photo has some features that resemble her two brothers' "auras". Ok, I will explain: Although they have similar faces, the elder was over 6ft and very serious/shy, while the then-10-y.o.-or-so was a brat. They both were somewhat androgenous (The elder was actually gay) and had a slight magical "aura" around them (Not in the paranormal sense, but in a metaphorical sense.). The girl herself was somewhat in between you and Mademoiselle.
Cheers.
plissken77:
Good luck with the long distance thing, never an easy thing
Phone has been retrieved. All rejoice.
I have a sick stomach.
I have a sick stomach.
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d_no:
Not another dodgy stomach, there seem to be lots about lately.
I hope you feel better soon
I hope you feel better soon
plissken77:
Happy about the phone, hope you feel better
HOLY CHRIST I'VE LOST MY CELLPHONE!!!
*tries not to pani*
...*panics*
Perfect timing I'm leaving for Chicago on Wednesday afternoon after work, today I work both jobs. Why do I have a feeling that the restaurant that I left it at is going to be a major pain in the ass in getting my phone to me? I just have a feeling. Motherfuck.
I know...
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*tries not to pani*
...*panics*
Perfect timing I'm leaving for Chicago on Wednesday afternoon after work, today I work both jobs. Why do I have a feeling that the restaurant that I left it at is going to be a major pain in the ass in getting my phone to me? I just have a feeling. Motherfuck.
I know...
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optimism:
Make sure you call your provider and have your service suspended. ASAP. That is the most important thing to do first.
padme:
Aww, poor kid. Try to put it in perspective though, its a pain in the ass, but fuck it, you could have colarectal cancer or something.
pooka
Ah, initially I ha d a post up with inquiries, but I found a post on it so I've removed it.
I still haven't gotten used to the boards yet. I like commenting in the groups.. they seem easier to keep up with. And easier to find topics. Though it seems you find more information and ALOT more posts from non SG members in the...
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I still haven't gotten used to the boards yet. I like commenting in the groups.. they seem easier to keep up with. And easier to find topics. Though it seems you find more information and ALOT more posts from non SG members in the...
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tinplatedhero:
My advice is to go with your gut about the relationship. If you think that it might damage it to move in with him, then I'd play that careful. Especially since if you moved to Chicago, you'd have to find another job. Also, I looked into moving to Chicago once, and the price of living there is extremely high.
falkor:
orrr you could come to trinidad and cuddle up on my "big man breast" as you say 
but really, new roomate probably sounds best
but really, new roomate probably sounds best
I'll leave it to you to guess which of us thinks which.
Just sit back and enjoy the ride, whether its good or bad. Its better than feeling nothing.