jessikah

ok so that must have been you with the black and red dress. you were standing like 2 groups up in front of me in line. i was wearing pink fishnets and a grey skirt...anyway, i loved your shoes. that outfit looked extremely difficult to walk in. what a trooper.

yeah same here-i didn't know that was you at the time but i remember on the st. louis group board or something you said something about wearing latex so i put 2 and 2 together today.

name the time and place and i'll be there

Hey, beautiful


It's been a while. I have felt like this a number of times.

One time when I was in LA I was in Book Soup and I bumped into this woman and I saw our whole future flash in front of me. Really! Like in 1 second I spent a life time with this woman but I never talked to her. I left and for weeks I kicked myself for not even trying to talk to her. I have never had it so extreme as this since then. It was so real I still believe, to this day, that she was either someone I should have known or someone I did know in some alternate universe.

I hope you'll drop by and tell me a story.

Thank you so much for my card and lollipop

Love and kisses
Michelle xx

The latest photos of you that I've seen are super hot - That police one without shield is amazing!!

wow,forgive me for being nosey but i looked thro your prof n pics.....some of them or really great,like em alot......why havent you done a thingy for this site,surely you wouldnt have a prob!!!

thanks so much

i'm jealous... it's not coming to the 505. nor are you in latex...

G,

Thanks again for the extra great comments! I am the biggest sucker for flattery and kind words. I think it's the Leo in me that craves attention.

Suicideboys... Maybe I'll take another look but when I glanced at it last year it just did not seem like me. I'm all for showing off but for now I will just have to do it in my pics section. I may add even more pics soon. Maybe, if you would like, I will drop a couple pics to you privately.

You really are a super hottie! And your upcoming set will certainly make this amazing place all the hotter!

Have you seen the trailer for Memoirs of A Geisha?

Yes, most definitely about the organization. With any organization, as it grows larger it morphs and those who are a part of it, change with it. I've noticed a change in it since I've been a member. Some things I like, some things I don't. When the things I don't like outweigh the things I do, then I'll move on and find something else.

As to the boy and your being single or with someone... Take the time to yourself and enjoy it. No one person should tie themselves to one person...at least in my humble opinion. Smell flowers, taste all that you can, and don't let yourself be limited.

...and as I promised before, you get extra-special large hugs when I see you next.

I'll send you a virtual shoulder If you need one. Don't be to hard on yourself someone who brakes up that way is not worth your love. It is low and mean.
I wish you strength and love

a big long hug
william

Damn, that sounds like fun.

You know... I just keep checking to see if your set has gone up. I figure with them loading 4 a day, it's got to happen eventually. Law of raw averages, man.

im sorry, not sure what else to say. but everyone deserves to feel special, to feel wanted. I know what it feels like to feel in limbo. Hope everything works well for you.

I closed the door about a year ago and to tell you the truth it's a lonely place. It's managable I'm dooing 12 hour shifts 7 days a week and when I'm home I turn on the internet untill i fall asleep. I know I'm dwelling in self pitty, but I don't seem to care because it hurts so goddamn much. Meanwhile life is passing by. just don't nail that door shut when you decide to close It. I'm not gonna pretend to know you from your journal and your profile, because It wouldn't show respect to your peronality. but I think you're a beautifull person mainly because you're transparent about how you feel. I keep trying to convince myself its not about the answers (usually they bring up more questiond) Its about the journey.

I wish you strength and love

william

Jessica Giselle sound good. I haven't got a clue what you do on stage. mabey I should back track your journals.(I'll do it tonight when I get back from work).

I quit smocking for 2 years and gained 30 pounds. So last year I started again. took me a year to lose the weight.

Have you tried applying to be an sg yet. you would be a sexy sg.

buzz

[Edited on Sep 14, 2005 9:23AM]

ok did the back track thing and found out you're an sg waiting to be born. good for you I'm looking forward to it.

buzz