2:51 am.. he will be home in only a few hours..
I haven't seen him in about a month.. I wish that made me happy but right now it doesn't..
This entire year has already been a bit hard to swallow..
I guess I have to learn to take the lemons life gives you and make lemonade. so they say..
I just want to be happy, financially stable, & over all drama free..
I feel like this year isn't going to have much good to offer.. I wish I had a better outlook on this year.. but fuck.. I'm already in the deep end and its Feb.
I need to figure out how to save this sinking ship..
I haven't seen him in about a month.. I wish that made me happy but right now it doesn't..
This entire year has already been a bit hard to swallow..
I guess I have to learn to take the lemons life gives you and make lemonade. so they say..
I just want to be happy, financially stable, & over all drama free..
I feel like this year isn't going to have much good to offer.. I wish I had a better outlook on this year.. but fuck.. I'm already in the deep end and its Feb.
I need to figure out how to save this sinking ship..
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thefreddy:
I know how. The year bearly started and I'm on the verge of sanity. Hopefully, something will hold my mind together. I just don't know what that is yet.
nonfcomm:
Sorry things are going so badly. Hope things get better for you soon.