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I've just finished eating. Well, a while ago. Ten minutes maybe? I'm very full. I made some delicious rice, stewed tomatoes, white bean, soy meat, herbs mixture. I put a little bit of cheese on top and it made it taste lovely. I'm so full right now though. I've eaten a lot today, I think. I ate that and I ate a veggie thing for...
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I'm getting skinnier. My tummy's thinning out a bit. And I'm glad for it. I still want to be a little pudgy, though. I'm an eskimo, I'm supposed to be.

I'm going to go with Jay on Wednesday. We're going to do some photos. I've been studying Suicide Girls so that maybe I can get some pose ideas and some confidence.

I was really shy...
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Josiah told me my updates in Myspace are too long, so nobody reads them. What the hell? I feel utterly stupified. I guess, what I'm getting at here is:
WTF, I can't write long blogs? People won't read long blogs? They don't have to, I can write what I want. It's my blog. Why aren't people patient enough to read it? I would like people...
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So I went to the show last night.
I went and saw my favorite band. The Misfits. Well, I like Nekromantix a bit more than the current Misfits line up. But I love Misfits. I love Little Danzig with his gorgeous Sex Hair. I wish I lived in the 70's. I wish I could have been there when It all Began.
Well, it was still...
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I'm hungry. I have hunger. I can feel it in my stomach.
I can't eat solid foods. I shouldn't. I ate some bread today, though.
My tongue's swollen to twice it's size.
I have a lisp.
I take Advil to help ease the soreness.

I love piercings.

I love putting things there that didn't come there.

I love changing myself in one way or another....
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I feel depressed. I don't want to feel like I did back in 9th Grade. I was a freshman in High School.
Now I'm a freshman in College.

I wish I didn't have to deal with pain.
I wish I didn't have to deal with battering off urges I swore off at least a year ago.

I want friends. I need a social life. I...
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I actually pulled through and got an account. I should not have waited so long.

Maybe
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One day...
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I can be a Suicide Girl, too.