jessicunt

I feel depressed. I don't want to feel like I did back in 9th Grade. I was a freshman in High School.
Now I'm a freshman in College.

I wish I didn't have to deal with pain.
I wish I didn't have to deal with battering off urges I swore off at least a year ago.

I want friends. I need a social life. I don't know how long I can just lay here on my bed and sleep. But that sounds pretty good right about now. I think I'm going to have to do that.