I think maybe I messed up somehow? Ha ha. Oops.
I'm too forward. I think I'll try to remember to work on that.
Stupid boy. Ha ha ha.
A girl talked to me today that I haven't really talked to in a while. Well, just dropped me a line, you know. I don't know. She said maybe we can makeout like school girls again if...
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I'm too forward. I think I'll try to remember to work on that.
Stupid boy. Ha ha ha.
A girl talked to me today that I haven't really talked to in a while. Well, just dropped me a line, you know. I don't know. She said maybe we can makeout like school girls again if...
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Seeing him is good, because he's easy on the eyes.
But kissing him is better, because I haven't quite been kissed like that.
Ha ha.
And why can't I stop thinking about it?
Because I still can't believe it.
But kissing him is better, because I haven't quite been kissed like that.
Ha ha.
And why can't I stop thinking about it?
Because I still can't believe it.
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thepixelproject:
You know, I don't know what to think. One minute I think she's really into me, the next I don't.
But I'll get her alone, don't you worry.
But I'll get her alone, don't you worry.
jennyfur:
oh yeah. so girly. i actually was saying "eeeee" for 10 mins before i realized it.
I wish I was hanging out with that boy tonight.
He's busy a lot now. He's working for his dad. And I think that's pretty cool, because he's finally making money like he needs to.
I wish I was hanging out with him, though.
Because he's cute.
And I like the way he kisses.
I've been daydreaming the hell out of emo boys. I can't...
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He's busy a lot now. He's working for his dad. And I think that's pretty cool, because he's finally making money like he needs to.
I wish I was hanging out with him, though.
Because he's cute.
And I like the way he kisses.
I've been daydreaming the hell out of emo boys. I can't...
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I'm attracted to Emo Boys. What the fuck? Honestly.
But they're so pretty.
I'm attracted to smokers. I want to be like them.
I'm attracted to boys that kiss each other.
They make me feel like I'm missing out. Make me feel like I should have been a boy.
I'm so so attracted to narcissists.
If they love themselves then why shouldn't I?
I'm attracted...
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But they're so pretty.
I'm attracted to smokers. I want to be like them.
I'm attracted to boys that kiss each other.
They make me feel like I'm missing out. Make me feel like I should have been a boy.
I'm so so attracted to narcissists.
If they love themselves then why shouldn't I?
I'm attracted...
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timtoxic:
Well I am attracted to sexy women like you but you already knew that. I ask myself why? The answer is simple. You are fucking hot. 
timtoxic:
I am really excited for you. I can't wait for them to be posted.
I frequently find myself in a good mood.
But is that something to complain about really?
So, I told Will the other night that I had sex with Korry. And, to my suprise, he didn't mind. He was happy for me. He asked if I enjoyed myself. He asked if I was happy.
And of course, I don't know why though, but I do find...
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But is that something to complain about really?
So, I told Will the other night that I had sex with Korry. And, to my suprise, he didn't mind. He was happy for me. He asked if I enjoyed myself. He asked if I was happy.
And of course, I don't know why though, but I do find...
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timtoxic:
I listen to you. 
Hope you have a great
day.
Hope you have a great
day.
So, I feel like many different people. I'm still me, just seperated into different chunks.
Because so many different things are happening to me, and I handle them all seperately, but I handle them in ways that are true to myself. And why not? I just do what I do, because whatever happens, happens.
But since they're all seperate, all these different things, it's seperating...
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Because so many different things are happening to me, and I handle them all seperately, but I handle them in ways that are true to myself. And why not? I just do what I do, because whatever happens, happens.
But since they're all seperate, all these different things, it's seperating...
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timtoxic:
You go girl. Awww the excitment of love is getting to you. The real question is do you let this pass you up or pursue it. You never know what it could lead to making it the reason why we looked for it in the first place.
I do have to say, You are awesome in person. A very exciting and beautiful woman and deserve the best out of life. You will always be my friend and I will support you in any decisions you make.
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I do have to say, You are awesome in person. A very exciting and beautiful woman and deserve the best out of life. You will always be my friend and I will support you in any decisions you make.
[Edited on Nov 20, 2005 12:00PM]
So, I went ahead and got my wrist tattooed up. It's fucking adorable. I love the little heart. I feel so dainty, like how I feel when I have freshly painted red nails.
My nail polish is chipping off.
Well, I got it done by the same fellow who did my wings. I went into the shop and he recognized me and remembered what he...
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My nail polish is chipping off.
Well, I got it done by the same fellow who did my wings. I went into the shop and he recognized me and remembered what he...
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timtoxic:
You always were a real Suicide Girl. To me you always will be one. Yey, for your tat. Sounds like it was fun and I must see the work eventually. Not sure what work I will have done tomorow but you know I will keep you posted.
I smell like smoke. I hung out with the Kidds tonight. Chain Smokers, and they've smoked me all up. It's all stuck in my hood and hair and all over my face. But I don't mind. I don't mind if other people smoke around me. I don't mind if other people smell like smoke. Korry did, but, it was so faint. I don't mind if...
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timtoxic:
Exciting indeed. Now don't mess it up.
Listening to Subhumans. Wish I knew where my Black Flag CD is. I wish I had more than one CD of theirs, so I could wonder where both of them are hidden.
I'm excited for everything. I'm excited for life. I'm excited for cleaning my room, however slowly I'm cleaning it.
My sister's going to borrow my phone tonight again. About midnight. Good for her....
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I'm excited for everything. I'm excited for life. I'm excited for cleaning my room, however slowly I'm cleaning it.
My sister's going to borrow my phone tonight again. About midnight. Good for her....
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timtoxic:
And if they come back to town I am going with you.
timtoxic:
I wish you could go to the show with me. I will call you tonight from it. Thinking of you all the time and everywhere I go.
All my entries are growing. Growing like a little tail... Like a little Tale. Of my life. But it probably seems like so many people have the same life as me. I complain about the same things. The same things bother me. And... I wonder where I learned to fear and regret and hide myself from the same things that everybody else fears and regrets...
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timtoxic:
[Edited on Nov 04, 2005 11:45AM]
[Edited on Nov 04, 2005 11:45AM]
I saw Josiah today. We fucked. Fucked the same way I used to fucked. The kind that makes me feel like I could do without for about a week. But, also, the kind that makes me feel like I'm in love all over again.
That ... guy ... Drives me up the fucking wall. I'm getting tired of playing these stupid games with him. He's...
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That ... guy ... Drives me up the fucking wall. I'm getting tired of playing these stupid games with him. He's...
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timtoxic:
He is a dick and very imature. You can do so much better. Sorry you meet boys like this. Time to say fuck him and find yourself a real man. There are lots of them out there you know.
There are lots of them out there you know.
timtoxic:
I want to fuck like that. HAHA
I want to fuck like that. HAHAI felt kind of bad. I came onto Suicide Girls today. I saw a picture that would take me to a new photoset. Jaidee's. She has the tattoos I want to get. She has the Guns on the Hips. A month before I got my Bat Wings... I thought... That would be amazing to get some six shooters on her hips. I almost wanted to...
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timtoxic:
How about some oozies on the hips. Six guns are used to frequently. Then you can out gun anyone.
Cool on the lip peircing! That is always sexy.
Cool on the lip peircing! That is always sexy.
making out like school girls is good times =D