jessicalea

Life is so strange, I feel nothing all the time. I dont care about anything anymore and I have all this shit that needs to get taken care of and all these decisions I have to make but I really just dont care enough to think about any of it. Also all of these people keep coming out of the woodwork so to speak, all these people that I havent seen or heard from in a long while, Im sure they think Im just blowing them off and stuff but honestly I never really feel like leaving my apartment. So I won't be going disco bowling tonight because well I just want to sit on my couch alone watching bad t.v. Tomorrow Im going to talk to my doc and see what he thinks. this happens to me every now and then but usually doesnt last this long.