jessicalea

Ok life officially sucks. I hate my parents why do they have to be so FUCKING selfish? I mean jesus christ. They need to leave me the hell alone, I thought that maybe they would have gotten the hint by now that i hate them and i dont want to talk to them or see them. So now their new thing is to call me everyday and harrass me about money. I dont ask them for money, they don't give me money, however I do make my car payments to them because technically it is their car. Now i realize that every once in a while the payments are late but HEY! its not as if it is really causing them any difficulties. So since I have now been late on the payment (not to any kind of credit bureau but to my PARENTS for a car they already own out right) they are all like trying to say that I need to move back in with them! Can you beleive that shit? They dont even like me... this is just a ploy to pay them for rent and other shit so they can make moeny off of me. Well I told them to go to hell and come get their goddamn car becasue I would rather have some asshole collections agency on the phone bitching at me for my car payment (on a car that eventually I will actually own) then my parents freaking out because they are stupid. Have i mentioned that while all this is going on I work a full time job that I have been at for 2 yrs and going to school at nights full time. Someone please tell me how this makes me irresponsible...You know they need to leave me alone b/c one I will be a Dr and they really will need to borrow some money from me or something, and since I am the only one of their children who will have a decent job in the next 20 yrs I willl be picking out the nursing home. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I mean WHAT THE FUCK?? like Im not busy enough that they feel like I owe them something. I dont even like that fucking car the only reason I drive it and pay for it to begin with was becasue two yrs ago I was fucking desperate. It is just like my parents to take advantage of me the way they always have. So all this went down last night between me and my dad and then my mother has the balls to call me today and ask if she can borrow $50. What is wrong with them?

In other news I'm babysitting the beautiful baby Lola tonight and all day tomorrow.