1.i am alive, i assure you.
2. i am now in a rap group called "Raw Flesh"
3. We're fucking awesome.
4. I love my birthday girl and can't wait to talk to her...
5. we're gonna use one of her beats i think.
6. "I didn't make it this long, being this small, talking this much shit, by being a pussy. I'll fucking throw...
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2. i am now in a rap group called "Raw Flesh"
3. We're fucking awesome.
4. I love my birthday girl and can't wait to talk to her...
5. we're gonna use one of her beats i think.
6. "I didn't make it this long, being this small, talking this much shit, by being a pussy. I'll fucking throw...
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Clock in, clock out,
don't look up
just lay down
jack off
give in
let it out
pretend
drink onedown
smoke one up
stay away from
hate and love
devoid of feeling
full of loss
ignore their smiles
no matter the cost
wake up again
clock out
clock in
its all the same in the end
a new coast
a new name
different board
same...
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don't look up
just lay down
jack off
give in
let it out
pretend
drink onedown
smoke one up
stay away from
hate and love
devoid of feeling
full of loss
ignore their smiles
no matter the cost
wake up again
clock out
clock in
its all the same in the end
a new coast
a new name
different board
same...
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thefreddy:
*does the skank* 
suburban_relapse:
There. Is that better?
A new story, where the fuck did it come from? I may never know... i fell asleep in a booth at waffle house shortly after getting this far...
Tentative.
As far as I can think back, Id never felt as detached from my own body as I did right then. The sting in my ears was too persistent to ignore, and the repercussions of hotel...
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Tentative.
As far as I can think back, Id never felt as detached from my own body as I did right then. The sting in my ears was too persistent to ignore, and the repercussions of hotel...
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thursday:
whassup with all this SG boys sets all over the place?!
is this a new thing?
this is great!
is this a new thing?
this is great!
ari:
"And then she stepped out of the crowd, too indescribable for analogy or witty bantor. I didnt know it yet but she was only in town for the night and her hips were as hungry as mine. It wasnt that I had been turned down or rejected by anyone and it wasnt that I didnt know anyone who would offer their company but a plane ticket for the distant coast occupied my mind in such way that I had lost the ability to feign interest in moments that were less than spectacular."
Sighhhhh...
This will become us.
Sighhhhh...
This will become us.
"I'm grieving. It's a process."
I had a big long entry about alot of big bad stuff but the truth is... I just wanna go to chicago and sleep next to my girl. thats it thats all i want and everything that isn't that is pissing me off and trying my patience.
I'm sorry i don't write enough, its too hard to sit here and...
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I had a big long entry about alot of big bad stuff but the truth is... I just wanna go to chicago and sleep next to my girl. thats it thats all i want and everything that isn't that is pissing me off and trying my patience.
I'm sorry i don't write enough, its too hard to sit here and...
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stina:
im a prety big bitch if that helps haha
thefreddy:
Don't worry.
Come to Chicago and drink ourselves to oblivion
Come to Chicago and drink ourselves to oblivion
The way I see it, as much as I want to punch you in your cunt face its really just my fault for trusting you again. I'm such a fucking child, I want to hope and believe and love everything. I lie to myself and everyone else and I can never tell until I sift through the after math like its the twelfth of september...
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sadfaceclown:
you're so fucking EMO!
nexttuesday:
wanna join the journey thru this case of beer? youre welcome to it... 
"if you smile at me, i would really understand... cuz that is something everybidy everywhere does in the same... language."
anxiety becomes me lately,
how can i leave all this love behind?
thats what everyone asks me,
thats what i ask myself.
I answer simply,
because I have to..
I just fucking have to.
I'm happier now than I have ever been
but
its a...
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anxiety becomes me lately,
how can i leave all this love behind?
thats what everyone asks me,
thats what i ask myself.
I answer simply,
because I have to..
I just fucking have to.
I'm happier now than I have ever been
but
its a...
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thefreddy:
Go out there and do your thing! It sucks that you have to, in a sense, leave your old life behind, but think of this as a transformation, dude. You gonna meet new people, new opportunities and a new life. Shit, I WISH I could move but I'm stuck here for now.
Simmer down and man up homie!
HELL YES!!!
Simmer down and man up homie!
HELL YES!!!
luz:
hey man, i know what it's like to leave everything you know and just go away. i did the same thing a few months ago--moved 1200 miles away. but of course, it's not the same[/] as what you are going through...but similiar, maybe...
nonetheless, you've got a great journal. always a good read.
nonetheless, you've got a great journal. always a good read.
I know, I'm only a hot commodity at the moment because I'm leaving.
Everyone is saying please don't go, but I know its just supply and demand.
No one means it, it's ok, I understand.
The ex's are coming out of the woodworks and
its a good thing I don't have free time,
cuz we could do enough damage to last a life time.
When...
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Everyone is saying please don't go, but I know its just supply and demand.
No one means it, it's ok, I understand.
The ex's are coming out of the woodworks and
its a good thing I don't have free time,
cuz we could do enough damage to last a life time.
When...
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suburban_relapse:
HA HA HA HA now every time I leave a comment you have to see my ass! I'll get such a kick out of that....
But really I came here to tell you I love the new words.
But really I came here to tell you I love the new words.
racheljane:
yeah you were my first comment so you should feel honored. anyways, what a sad journal entry. with every end comes a new beginning...
well I just got home from 11 hours of work, on a fourteen hour work day and I just wanted to say FUCK ALL OF YOU FUCKERS.
No comments, no messages, no emails.
Bastards.
Oh and, thank you to whoever finally made the messageboards relevant to the cable modem era. Jesus was that over due.
ps. ilarix10+5
I know, I'm only a hot commodity at...
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No comments, no messages, no emails.
Bastards.
Oh and, thank you to whoever finally made the messageboards relevant to the cable modem era. Jesus was that over due.
ps. ilarix10+5
I know, I'm only a hot commodity at...
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nexttuesday:
i like the new prof picture...eh who am i kidding i like any pic of you :p
i like the new prof picture...eh who am i kidding i like any pic of you :p
nexttuesday:
aw you just made me wiggle
ari:
Ummmmmm...
WOW.
WOW.
WOW.
Jesus.
I Love you.
WOW.
WOW.
WOW.
Jesus.
I Love you.
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boundcreature:
whatever you do, don't fall into the trap of tracing directly over models in photoshop.
thefreddy:
When u coming to Chicago, man?
i died the other day and it really sucked. i don't recomend trying it.
i still can't explain the undieing urge to consume human flesh...
ilu baby.