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jessewestend

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This is a song that I wrote after a psychotic encounter at work with a 51 yr old black man named ricky. He is the most negative person I have ever met, but i swallow his racism (towards black, white, "them yella motha fuckers" and so on). I swallow his sexism, because he is so antiquated and fucking wrong that its a wonder he isn't in jail for it, and I swallow his fag bashing bullshit because lets face it, why argue with crazy people. But today he accused me of being racist, and showed me a picture of him with shackles on in a cotton field and said that that is where I wanted to see him. Not likely considering the fact that my first tattoo represents Unity as ONE stand together. Well needless to say I blew up. this is what hap[pened.

imagine this with a bit of a staggered ryhthm accenting words and phrases to maintain a syncopated time.

Cotton
You fucking racist, yeah you fucking prick , your lies are based on a world that dont exist. Yeah youre black and yeah Im white, but that wont make your racist reversals right. What you call A black bitch is still a woman, and white girls are more than whores. Youre racist sexist bigot who even hates children being black dont make youre anything more disrespect everything and everyone that you see minimize flat out lie and distort everything. Hating joy and loving to hate like a little boy learning how to masturbate. If the white man is so busy putting you down how can you always be miles above the crowd. Better than women, or chinks, better than crackers. Or fags, or cops, or musicians or actors. oppressed by the whites and degrading the blacks but you cant school me until you find class.

I dont care about cotton field shackles.that were broken before electricity was born, I dont care about your ghetto background you dont know if I grew up poor. Ive been the kid who never had nothing and Ive rode the short bus too. Ive been shit on, beat up abused and neglected, but I never reacted like you. So grow up.

The only one holding you down is you I have to admit that I used to act like that too but then I turned eighteen and learned about responsibility about respect and sensitivity. You say white this, you say nigger that, you hate the skinny the pretty and the fat you use whatever excuse is most conveniently grabbed but no one likes racism from a self hating black. And you say that you are a grown ass man but men have jobs is that so hard to understand?Yet you brag that you get fired every chance you can. With your Inconsistent street crazy logic, you jump around like a fat kid dodging but the truth is not a red ball in gym class its universal its eternal and its not Chinese math class. Dont disrespect the culture I love, black or white America, dont spit madness about your gods above and then brag to me about slinging heroin.

I dont care about cotton field shackles.that were broken before electricity was born, I dont care about your ghetto background you dont know if I grew up poor. Ive been the kid who never had nothing and Ive rode the short bus too. Ive been shit on, beat up and neglected, but I never reacted like you. So grow up. Man youre twice my age, the world has changed, grow up.

there's more but I"m tired and this beer tastes good. fuck it. I WILL RECORD THIS SOOON
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arlo:
whoa jess, that's intense. but i like it.

and yeah, quit changing your damn name. no one can tell you're my photographer anymore because you are no longer jessewestend. ass.

but yeah, if you named my legs thomas and alexis, i would die laughing. it would be amazing. i would name your legs anastasia and billy.

xox.
Jul 24, 2005
steveneurotic:
intense bro. extremely intense. i dig it. smile
Jul 24, 2005

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