jessewestend

Ok, I'm a nervous wreck. I haven't heard from my girlfriend,Poison, since monday night and she is in Cancun with that god damn hurricane and I'm seriously losing it. My chest hurts and I can't concentrate. Be ok Kitten, please. I miss her so much and this only makes it so much worse.... I had no idea how important to me she was and now I feel like an ass for not having been the best boyfriend. the news says no deaths or major injuries but they don't say if anyone is missing or if the phone lines are down... I sent her txt messages ( which she was getting but couldn't respond to atleast until I last heard from her) begging her to call and let me know she is alright and I haven't heard from her yet. I even called my mom and asked her to pray for her, I don't really know how to pray with a straight face but it makes me feel better knowing someone can. I'm so afraid she may be hurt, or huddled in a shelter and miserable. I just want to show up and save her but i can't and.. god damnit. i've been fighting tears all morning... God please, let her be ok. My luck is too shitty for situations like this. A girl that actually treats me well would have to be swept away by a storm the way the last three years have gone...

please pray for her.