You are a tool. I mean, you have a valid point, but obviously she doesn't see it, because most of the SGs have their pick of the litter, so to speak, or at least of the runts... so if you have a date with her, more than half the battle is won. Good luck with the rest of it, I've read a bit of your journal and I think you'll need it. Who knows though - one's writing can only show so much and a person can be completely different in person - maybe it will work. I sincerely wish the best to both of you, whether the best is you together or not.
Wow. I guess your date did go well. It's none of my concern who either of you date. I just thought it was cute. And sorry for calling you a "vain emo kid," but you have to admit, you did post quite a lot of pictures of yourself in a short period of time. Anyway, you have no need for concern, I won't bother either of you again.
Sweet dreams!