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jessewestend

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Wednesday Jun 08, 2005

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I guess I am ok now. I had a good night at work. I have her... sort of. I am pissing plenty of people off with that (not the least of which her gf if she ever finds out) but... she makes my waters calm. I am rarely soothed, she soothes me.

I am also quite sure now that I am moving to China.

It is time I became a man. I don't want anymore excuses, I don't want any soft cushions to break my fall. I need to live where I must stand on my own two feet because I have to. America is the only place where you can remain a child your entire life and not only not be blamed, but be coddled. I am leaving, as soon as I can. And I will return a man. And I will speak Cantonese, and you will all beg to eat Chinese with me so I can order natively. I'm ready to go.
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baby_c:
in the words of paris hilton"thats hot". hehe
kiss
Jun 8, 2005
suburban_relapse:
Why do you need to go to China to be a man? If you really want to, do it already and quit blaming society for coddling you. Maybe taking someone's girlfriend isn't the way to do it though.

I don't intend to hurt your feelings, you can hate me if you want to, but I had to explain myself.

How is school? Are you doing summer classes?
Jun 9, 2005

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