State of the Owen.
Rocky, Love, China, and Taxes.
Sigh, I got called into work last night to work with Rocky. He was the first person I ever worked with in this program. He is such a sweet guy, he isn't MR he is a Head Trauma patient. He has memory lapses, problems speaking, and some problems with ambilation. But for the most part he is charming, witty, and fun. (even if he tells the same jokes every time I see him)
Apparently he fell down and broke his shoulder, and now he is in alot of pain. This morning made me sad, he fell down at one point and then had an almost impossible time getting dressed. I don't really know what to say except that I feel terrible about it. I need more beauty in my life, my energy is taxed, my patience is taxed, my heart taxed. I need some form of income, I can work 9 and a half hour shifts on my off days to make extra money but how does one work toward affection? How do I earn beauty? I'm starting to think maybe I should leave this internet business behind all together.
Oh and that thing about China, its for real. Its a teaching program and it pays just enough to live while there. Still it would look great ona resume. I need more details but if all fails through I'm doing it. I am NOT staying in TN anylonger. I have to be able to tell myself that I did everything I could to be happy.
Rocky, Love, China, and Taxes.
Sigh, I got called into work last night to work with Rocky. He was the first person I ever worked with in this program. He is such a sweet guy, he isn't MR he is a Head Trauma patient. He has memory lapses, problems speaking, and some problems with ambilation. But for the most part he is charming, witty, and fun. (even if he tells the same jokes every time I see him)
Apparently he fell down and broke his shoulder, and now he is in alot of pain. This morning made me sad, he fell down at one point and then had an almost impossible time getting dressed. I don't really know what to say except that I feel terrible about it. I need more beauty in my life, my energy is taxed, my patience is taxed, my heart taxed. I need some form of income, I can work 9 and a half hour shifts on my off days to make extra money but how does one work toward affection? How do I earn beauty? I'm starting to think maybe I should leave this internet business behind all together.
Oh and that thing about China, its for real. Its a teaching program and it pays just enough to live while there. Still it would look great ona resume. I need more details but if all fails through I'm doing it. I am NOT staying in TN anylonger. I have to be able to tell myself that I did everything I could to be happy.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
madscience:
Please don't retire from SB! Your sets are great! 
heatherann007:
You are so fairweather, my friend. 