jessewestend

New stuff.... zombies and starlets.
my drawings are going to look different for a while as I learn to draw with a digital pen as opposed to my beloved scratchy Bic mecha pencils.



Absolutely horrid night on pretty much all levels. I think I just have too much on my shoulders right now, my entire life for years has been taking care of other people and feeling selfish for thinking it made me special. But I don't care how I look anymore and I am done carrying people for now. You want cigarettes? get a fucking job. You wanna see me? Get in your car. You want love and trust? Give me exactly that.

Everyday leads me to you
but tomorrow leads away
across the desert sea
to an island in the bay
it won't be enough
it won't be enough
Such is life
such is love
But somewhere there is a bed
and somewhere a plastic key
somewhere there is a bottle
you will share with me
and some day there will be a kitchen
and there will be plates
people will say i love you
and children will say grace.

I'm dreaming in color...

goodnight big eyes, i'm tired of reality.