The Jesse Cycle
some people worry themselves into problems I could never fathom because i'm honestly a little too care free to notice. I'm not angry, I'm not upset. I just do my best, and sometimes my zeal to streamline and improve everything, my obsession with growth and discussion is mistaken for complaining but I have a hard enough time convincing myself to care about all the ethereal, inconstant day to day details of a life that mostly repeats itself and merely changes around the minor details. I prefer to fall in love with each new sunrise, the way I did this morning. I prefer to find love in a stranger's honesty than to search for trustworthiness in my companions. I wonder sometimes if I am even capable of consistency anymore, adapting means surviving but it doesn't lend alot to solvency. I evaporate into you as quickly as I condensate around the cup of another. Call it fear of commitment if you will, call it a lack of faith, I prefer to call it the Jesse Cycle. I always did like science more than drama.
some people worry themselves into problems I could never fathom because i'm honestly a little too care free to notice. I'm not angry, I'm not upset. I just do my best, and sometimes my zeal to streamline and improve everything, my obsession with growth and discussion is mistaken for complaining but I have a hard enough time convincing myself to care about all the ethereal, inconstant day to day details of a life that mostly repeats itself and merely changes around the minor details. I prefer to fall in love with each new sunrise, the way I did this morning. I prefer to find love in a stranger's honesty than to search for trustworthiness in my companions. I wonder sometimes if I am even capable of consistency anymore, adapting means surviving but it doesn't lend alot to solvency. I evaporate into you as quickly as I condensate around the cup of another. Call it fear of commitment if you will, call it a lack of faith, I prefer to call it the Jesse Cycle. I always did like science more than drama.