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tonight your ghost can ask my ghost,
who put these miles between us?
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hung out with emily eve for 10 fucking hours in the city today... christ. i'm exhuasted, i can't even finish my champagne.... had a great time and a avery productive day but i'm still worried about my life. money, the girl, moving back home... everything is so uncertain right now.

i picked the wrong role models at an early age...
thefreddy:
I feel ya.

I started a new job but I'm still got these worries looming over my head. Bills, the bands I'm in, music equipment, my mom being sick and all. I dunno. I guess I haveta see what the Lord got in store for me. *sigh*
alkaholic23:
uncertainty...ugh..i know this feeling all to well and each time doesn't get any better. hopefully things start turning around for the both of us.
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southernbelle:
Great pictures!!!
Makes me jealous that I can't draw!!
I hope things are still going well with the new lady friend! wink
tracyramone:
dude u freakin deleted me??? ur steeler bud??

i am so sad

going to cry now

wink

accidents happen darlin!

great work man!

glad u found ur ipod too!

call me back now!

kiss
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I awoke in her arms in pacific heights,
smile on my face,
tears gone,
no longer weary eyed...

she dropped me off near work and i bought a bagel and there it was, the bay papers, the sporting news, pittsburgh has won... I stole a paper and skipped down the street happily...

what a beautiful day...

Ward is one of the most popular players in...
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pointblank:
I'd like to see what the Rating was, as opposed to the raw number of how many people watched.

Congratulations to your team, though. Weird, weird game....I just couldn't get into it after that dull first quarter.
pointblank:
Nice.

Also, thanks for being the sort of person who can argue (or "discuss") on the internet and not get all pissed off. Rare quality.
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Oh my god, my steelers finally won...

the biggest day of my life and i am all alone when it happens... i miss home so much... and... i don't know... its not hollow but its still odd to be alone right now.. no one to high five no one to cry along with me and say we finally did it, one for the thumb or...
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suburban_relapse:
Sorry you're sad...but..
YYAAAAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a great game!
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Win, Lose, or Draw it looks like I'll be drinking alone tonight...

lets just hope its as a winner.
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Fucking Super Bowl. I have never in my life been this bored out of sheer anticipation. I have ran out of internet. I was supposed to hang out with the girl today but she worked from 4 am-about 4pm and THEN got into a huge drawn out family situation and understandably just wanted to go to bed... but now what!?!? I"ve already been to In...
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cain:
thank you for the compliment. i think i saw your name somewhere and clicked on it. i recognize it from arlo's set i think. we live in the same city.
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i'm yet again considering leaving SG... i guess I have three months to decide...

I'm tired of people thinking they know me, and the whole popularity contest thing is a bit silly... i don't know. I really wish i had never even met so many people from this site... and others... it would kill me to say goodbye to, even thought at this point im...
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cain:
i just deleted a bunch of motherfuckers off my list too. and none of them noticed. suckerssssss.
girthy:
Yeah, I did the friend's list purge before.

Im thinking that I'm almost due for another one.

But not right now.
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State of the Jesse. february 3, 2006 824 am

As I sit here in San Francisco, drinking my mimosa at 8 am, I can't help but smile in wonder at the turn my fortune has taken. I live in an amazing city. I have a good paying job. Great room mates but most importantly of all(Other than the steelers getting One for the thumb!)? I...
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faeriedust:
Oh my goodness! Why haven't I checked in with you sooner?
You're on the other side of the continent! Oh my!

I am so happy for you though. You sound so, peaceful.

How wonderful for you!

And in love! Aww!
Best of luck to you darling! I really am so very very happy for you.

bailey:
doesnt jessewestend always have a girl?
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Dear Janvier...

There's a condom wrapper on your pillow case because chocolate always made you feel guiltier than fucking. And its no use talking, our words are just chalk outlines scratched around imaginary lives lying like a convict sunset behind the cloud cover of yet another lover and its always a race away from ourselves and our past and to see if we can ruin...
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nexttuesday:
lovin the new pic...but what else is new right?
thefreddy:
Rawk on homey!!! wink

And your journal entry: ouch!
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ok i always post and say i'm gonna post pictures tomorrow but i never do, so this time i am sayin, unequivocally that i AM not posting pictures...some time around 4 of me and my island home.