jessewestend

hasn anyone else seen the beta test for godsgirls? Honestly I have no idea how the expect to compete with SG. In any way. Even the models that liked on sg look bad with their set up and its just a pale, pale imitation. I wonder if we may see a mass re-defection or reclamation of models who realized they made a mistake? IDK, maybe...
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So I gave up yesterday, and just decided to be happy no matter what... I knew that in time things would work themselves out... and I woke up this morning tomy boss calling to tell me that some body quit, and I can have his schedule for the remainder of the year...

One of my room mates rudley suggested i look for a second job and so I have decided she is right, I should look beyond my dreams of working at apple, and am now applying at several teaching positions in China. I already feel like I'm a million miles away from home, I might as well actually go to China and have steady pay and...
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Sometimes i think my punishment for all the fun i've had in my life, are all of the ridiculously long stagnant periods in between my "rampages"....

Either everyone likes me, or no one does.

Also, I would like to take this moment to say that since i arrived in California I have had an unexplainable (but exponentially growing) desire to eat some tasty tacos. Spare...
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what are you lookin at? so i hit update journal twice... DON"T judge me. Glass houses shouldn't cast stones at sinking ships.. or something.

pop quiz:

You're depressed, hopelessly broke, and bored out of your skull. Your room mate offers you ten dollars to ease your pain what do you buy?
































a. 3 dollar bottle of champagne, 2 dollar brick of Ice Cream, 5 bucks worth of Camel Cigarettes.

The Potter

Your whole body holds
a wineglass or gentle sweetness destined for me.

When I let my hand climb,
in each place I find a dove
that was looking for me, as if
my love, they had made you out of clay
for my very own potter's hands.

Your knees, your breasts,
your waist
are missing in me, like in the hollow
of a...
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Nuclear War(mth)

Plumes of smoke snake their way towards Omaha as we dance alone in our celestial Lake Woebegon. The view still steals my breath no matter how long we've been here, still amazed how they waste whats left year after year...

And I can't help but see the over stocked fish ponds of coastal Florida where as a child... I was amazed by a...
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Ambie....

WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?

I miss you boo boo. and i'm worried.

What time is it Jesse?

Why I believe its champagne thirty...