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The Last Exam

One hour to go
and I can write no more
compare and contrast this
unholy emtpiness
to the soul I know
I arrive with
I remember having dreams
I remember liking things
and now i just want to scream

and if you should chance to
walk by this exam room
don't stop to gawk
at the chalk lines
don't look inside
avert...
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ari:
Yeah...
suburban_relapse:
Sounds like school is no fun right now?
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The Pickle Jar
One night, in a rare moment of openness he walked up to his favorite waitress Sandy, a woman whose life had been one tragedy after another, and said You dont need to look so worried about tomorrow, Sandy.
She just sort of cocked her head to the side and said Whatever, you say baby. Whatever you say. She was good at ignoring...
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brinny:
you inspire me.....

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I'm tired.
I don't want false words,
I don't want false hope,
I don't want distance
or someday,
I don't want empty beds,
or smoking tables for one,
I don't want these memories
of engagement rings
or city streets
I don't want to believe
I don't want to dream
i just want to hold you
and sleep.
and sleep.
and sleep.
and in the morning...
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suburban_relapse:
Well, if you were in a relationship I wouldn't belittle it by telling you it was full of shit. That's not nice to say to anyone, especially a friend.
suburban_relapse:
Ah, but it's only a double standard if one of the two people in the equation care. That does not apply here.
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melly:


this one is my favorite. love

Also,thank you for your comment on my set! kiss
americanidiot:
so sad and yet awesome at the same time

i like it better when you make me laugh though...
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after completing exactly 87 words of a 2000 word paper I have decided to take a nap. It is due in 6 hours. Oh well. Last night/this morning has consisted of INSANE amounts of coffee and procrastination madness on the SB boards...

an excerpt from one of like 11 topics globally dominated...WHY AREN"T BOYS ON SUICIDE GIRLS?
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americanidiot:
Your posts on that thread made me happy. Get your paper done, get an A, and then update!
raedyn:
i swear by the picture posts... if you check out the rest of my later entries you will see that.... oha nd i live the way of google image searches...nothing beats it
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that last entry reminded me of this song which I liked much better anyways....

front page death / kill me with your sex

its another cold night in the boro baby
and you and me got some business
I think its bout time to go crazy
like a graveyard digging visit--------
lipstick smeared and nails exposed ughh
swallow a fifth of who knows what
there...
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talica:
its the scars that make us pretty
its the blood that gets us wet
so lets meet in a random city
and give them a frontpage death.


This four lines made me so damn hot and horny that I made my mind to go out tonight and do something stupid.... wink
southernbelle:
I love your Rent set!! smile
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randomness

and some times, I just don't know,
why I write these terrible poems
Its all I have I guess
no neck to kiss
no heaving breasts.
No one to throw against
bedroom walls
no nape to kiss
no midnight calls.
So,
Meet me at 8o'clock
double standard time
white lines, hot chalk
pinch it off just right.
razor blades from better days
silent moments...
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ari:
razor blades from better days
silent moments
that slipped away
but tonights the night
we bare our scars
we'll need alibis
and two fast cars
Your mad eyes glow
like the sun on white snow
soon we'll be bleeding
soon we'll both know
what it is we need
and how far we'll go........


and you have me at simply that.
eddie:
Ouch?
But sexy.
But Ow!
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kogii:
love love love

*drool*

xxx
apadravya:
i'm intrigued...
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EmilyEve said:

JWE said:
It doesn't make you gay to look at the sets it just means you want to get better.



don't listen to him. if you look at the SB pictures your chromosomes will morph (much like cancer) and tomorrow you'll wake up with an awful craving for man meat.


jesse... why would you even say this?!
it made me chuckle to no...
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hopey:
Nice SB set. Like the cadillac belt buckle. Depeche mode AND 3 gay guys on a couch? hmmmm. Don't pick up the soap.
kahlua:
i think a few of us are feeling like we missed out on something, this naked dance party sounds beautifull.

yah we all do need sugar and sweethearts to miss and to kiss. i think, its missing them in the first place, as in never catching them, that makes it so difficult. not that losing them is any easier.

well there are still good things in life. like suicide boys. and girls in the making. im shooting my first set on friday. wish me luck. kiss
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Can anyone tell me why I'm mad that I didn't kiss Chris(topher) last night and not mad that I didn't kiss mallory?


AND TO ALL WHO MAY CHOOSE TO TYPE TO ME
any messages where you're is spelled your will be demoted to half importance based on principle. I am not trying to be mean I"m just tired of trying to find out what to...
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gangstaswan:
Sex doesn't necessarily equate anything, right? I'm not saying Mallory isn't awesome, but maybe she's not what you want? _Or_ doesn't have something Chris does? Were you all in the same place?
paintedbat:
why not just tell people to write You Are?
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kahlua:
if suicideboys was an official thing, and i could have favorite suicideboys, you would be number one. im sorry your having a difficult time. i really hope it gets better. your beautifull. stay rad and i hope you have an awesome day!
apadravya:
^
he's on my favorite's list