The List
It all started somewhere around the age of 5. In my head there was a blank sheet of paper, and it only had room for so many names. Somehow the list was tied directly to my sanity the more eraser marks, and crossed out names that occupied its limited memory the less I felt excited about the future. I learned pretty quickly that...
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if I never talk to her again I will spend the rest of my life wondering about her,
if I keep talking to her it will keep hurting... I hate this.
if I keep talking to her it will keep hurting... I hate this.
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b_citi:
okay I so totally know where you're coming from... by the way I don't think that dude (pureblu12225) was trying to be rude... people always post comments that don't really have any meaning just to either get their comment count up or.. well, for others reasons I do not know.
Anyway take it easy. Time heals all wounds even if you don't want to believe it... it'll even heal the wondering thing. For the most part.
Anyway take it easy. Time heals all wounds even if you don't want to believe it... it'll even heal the wondering thing. For the most part.
ari:
I feel terrible.
Edited to add that I am stoked for my girl Hunter whose set just went up, and that it is 908 am, I'm broke, my electricity might get cut off before I wake up and yet all I can think about is Ari. Sigh... what have we gotten ourselves into?
Addiction is bad...
ok, the big tattoo post. I'm going to di this chronologically....
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Addiction is bad...
ok, the big tattoo post. I'm going to di this chronologically....
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whatshite:
yo dog that is some dope ass ink you got. No wonder your broke. It's worth it though, right?? Big ups to your inkstress... Oh another thing, defitly cool what you wrote for Hunter.. Peace-C %)
davehidden:
I would say it was effective not concided or anything. So you got to see Self back in their prim then huh? That's pretty sweet. They are one of my favorite bands I ever had the pleasure to have toured with. A ton of fun.
Dave
All Ages Zine
Dave
All Ages Zine
my tummy is on fire.
chest piece, complete.
chest piece, complete.
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heatherann007:
In the event that the comment you left was indeed meant for me:
No, I sure didn't get your e-mail. Hotmail bastards.
and...
I wasn't aware that I was going to be in Nashville tonight.
No, I sure didn't get your e-mail. Hotmail bastards.
and...
I wasn't aware that I was going to be in Nashville tonight.
heatherann007:
You never comment in my journal. That's how I knew it wasn't for me.
Argg, so I made acomplete fool out of myself with my ex yesterday. Sigh, I guess I knew it would happen. Apparently last week was a one time deal. Thats my calling card I suppose.
And work was terrible too. Paul, the ,most severely autistic of the two clients I take care of, was really aggressive again last night and I didn't feel like dealing...
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And work was terrible too. Paul, the ,most severely autistic of the two clients I take care of, was really aggressive again last night and I didn't feel like dealing...
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nefaria:
bacon...let love come to you...it's on the way 
nellichaos:
and you cook too.....can't get better than that 
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ari:
Fuck...
Seriously now.
Chicago?
Seriously now.
Chicago?
poison:
very hot. Hey I'm not so sickish now so I've turned my phone back on! I'm gunna email you about the ummm event.
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arlo:
so i really need to shoot another set. missy is cracking down on sets though. only the best of the best she says. we need to come up with something great...
xox.
xox.
nellichaos:
your pain set is wonderful....you're almost pretty...i think i like that
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godiva666:
Shit, I forgot how hot you are. I just looked at your new set.... nice. You are one of the 2 people that I want to meet when I finally get down to the southern states.... DAYAM.
<3 <3 <#
<3 <3 <#
baby_c:
one time i saw sylvester the cat dancing. 
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thespianbatboy:
Hey, thanks for your advice about the lighting. That thread was really helpful! 
palo:
If by "work out" you mean come over and cause lots of trouble with me, then yes.
Its 3 am in the Tennessee wilderness. I'm sitting in the suburban street light thinking about how these neighborhoods grow like weeds, killing and covering the uniqueness of the country side. You can pave the jungle, but you can't take away the struggle. You can't remove life's desperate desire to be heard.
The cool air on my neck feels like a lover's kiss as I...
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redwinterroses:
How can we be sure of anything
the tide changes.
The wind that made the grain wave gently yesterday
blows down the trees tomorrow.
And the sea sends sailors crashing on the rocks,
as easily as it guides them safely home.
I love the sea
but it doesn't make me less afraid of it
I love you
but I'm not always sure of what you are
and how you feel.
I'd like to crawl behind your eyes
and see me the way you do
or climb through your mouth
and sit on every word that comes up through your throat.
Maybe I could be sure then
maybe I could know
as it is - I hide beneath your frowns
or worry when you laugh too loud.
Always sure a storm is coming.
Smile for me, dear!
the tide changes.
The wind that made the grain wave gently yesterday
blows down the trees tomorrow.
And the sea sends sailors crashing on the rocks,
as easily as it guides them safely home.
I love the sea
but it doesn't make me less afraid of it
I love you
but I'm not always sure of what you are
and how you feel.
I'd like to crawl behind your eyes
and see me the way you do
or climb through your mouth
and sit on every word that comes up through your throat.
Maybe I could be sure then
maybe I could know
as it is - I hide beneath your frowns
or worry when you laugh too loud.
Always sure a storm is coming.
Smile for me, dear!
missmarina:
Beautiful. Chicago bound, eh?
There is nothing so small that it doesn't exist, and nothing so important that it is all encompassing. That which seems big, won't be forever. I need to appreciate the small somehow, and stop changing with the weather.
I love all your sb sets...
Ari is my girl... i am glad you like her too...
She is hott hott!
but gosh you are damn hott