so some of you will know I've had a pretty shitty 6 months.
I discovered my partner of 4 years had been cheating on me, for who knows how long, became single and just as I was getting over the manic depressive watching romcom's and calling all the male cast liars while eating ice cream and crying phase my health took a major turn for the worst just in time for Christmas.
I spent 2 months being a vomitting, fainting delirious wreck and I mean delirious, in those 2 months I actually lost 2 and a half stone in weight. fortunately my doctor was able to find a temporary fix to my vomitting, until my insides and stomach has recovered enough from all the stomach acid and wretching. I've been told I should be able handle more tests to find out what's going on with my stomach in 12 weeks time.
unfortunately a dear family friend was diagnosed with untreatable lung cancer on Christmas Eve and passed away not too long ago, which also means that unfortunately i will be spending my birthday at a funeral this year.
also I'm rather tired of people trying to make me feel like I'm a bitch because I don't wanna go out and get drunk for my birthday this year, even though I'm still seriously ill, not allowed to drink incase you know I vomit myself to death and oh yeah funeral...... yeah I'm really gunna be life and fucking soul of a party 😒
there are 2 plus sides to my birthday this year
1. my mum, she's gone above and beyond to make sure I actually enjoy parts of my birthday and judging by the Amazon deliveries I'm going to be happily spoilt.
2. My Buffy set "Welcome To The Hellmouth" goes live in member review 🙃🙃🙃
@missy @rambo
