so i haven't been on this thing in a while. i dunno why, i guess i just get restless with stuff. a lot has changed, my hair is red and i'm growing it out long. still working too much at a job i can't stand. i still don't know if i wanna go to real estate school, or try for something in fashion, or modeling (yea right) or ANYTHING. i also want to get my arms done really bad, but then i can't work in real estate cause i'll be all tattoo'ed. i need a vacation. i need to go to Telluride colorado, or Australia. those are my two thoughts. i also need money so i can go shopping. blegh. frusterating. i hope everyone is well. i also have no friends on instant messenger. but then again, perhaps its because i'm a hermit. gotta break out of the mold.....someday? 