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When is it time to move on from a relationship?

I've been "seeing" someone for 7 months now. It hasn't gone beyond a few hours a week. It's a few hours of absolute bliss but it's only a few hours. He say to wait. He has things to do first. But what about me? The reality of it all is really heartwrenching for me.

My kiddo graduated recently.. yes high school :p I know I don't look my age! Don't send me mail with disbelief in it.. it makes me feel like the cryptkeeper! lol

She went on vacation for a couple weeks with her friends. I have friends but I'm used to being in a relationship. Like one where you actually can look forward to seeing the other person, have someone to cuddle to sleep with, have someone care about what's going on in your life and be there for you. All that good stuff. Sometimes I feel like I'm making a huge mistake putting myself on hold, being lonely, not seeing other men who may be able to commit to me.

Time goes by so fast and it's so precious.

Eh.. depressed.. I promise I'll make my next post happy.



SG chat is pretty fun. Met some supernice people that I've enjoyed chatting with. It's perfect for me when I wake up in the middle of the night and can't fall back to sleep. So thanks for that guys smile

xxoo
Jes

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Just me and the icebat:

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argo:
What really sux is that when you wake in the middle of the night and can't get back to sleep, so you go chat... I'll be at freakin work! The shutdown was great for makin friends on here, but alas work shall do it's best to tear us apart... Keep in touch, my dear love
Jun 19, 2006
rodan:
What Cosmo said - if you're not getting what you want and you're not satisfied and there's no signs you'll ever BE satisfied (and if a guy tells you wait? trust me, he wants you to wait forever while HE's having a good time) then it's time.

And yup, chat is alot of fun on many levels - I'm trying to stay in the higher ones tongue

Gratz on the graduation, that's way cool! (counting on fingers) - ok, not asking....

*hugs* - hopefully virtual ones are safe smile
Jun 19, 2006

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