Well I find myself crushing again. I'm trying to take it slow because I'm not one to keep a girl on the side, I'm more like keeping that girl by my side. It's so hard to believe but I'm trying to be positive, I mean what's the worse that can happen? I find myself being played again? Oh well. This time it feel genuine and today we actually spoke on the phone and ahhh it felt like a victory. I try to put on this persona that I cant be hurt because I've been through soo much but i cant help it. I think it's just me finding comfort in a beautiful voice and personality but with the thought of me getting hurt again. Suicidegirls assemble #Xforce
