Well I thought I had gotten past it, but yesterday it came up in conversation while at my Mom's for Easter Dinner, the possibility of my wife getting deployed, its become a much greater possibility now and its more or less a wait and see thing to see if its even going to happen, that is the hardest part though, waiting to find out for sure. So last night I slept like shit again, or I should say I hardly slept at all.

Hopefully tonight I will sleep.

On an upside, my new site is up and running, and I have 4 members now, well three including myself, but hey, its a start right.

http://www.theartistsparadise.com/ come and check it out.

Oh and one more thing on the upside, I go get my second tat in 3 weeks, very excited about that.