jersey

still going crazy need a vacation from nj for a day or two but dont know where i should drive to. i really have this urge to go to boston for some reason just for a day or 2. but as right now san deigo is sounding nice still and the job offer still stands i wouldnt be leaveing till september. there are 4 things that would keep me in nj, 1 of them being i find an awsome job either in the music industry, takeing pictures, or working with kids but i think my tattoos can cause me not to be able to work with kids. i really want to go back to school but cant come up w the $$$. i also want to start writeing a book or 2 but dont know where to start cause that consumes time that i need to spend doing odd n end jobs to make $$ to pay my bills. im stuck in a catch 22 but i know i will find my way out soon. i am a tough lil cookie. sorry to bitch for a min but i needed to vent for a min. sooo now where should i take this vacation. ggggrrrr. im off to go get coffee w my dad. i will be back later.