jerry031

I've been disconnected lately. I know why, and I try to explain why, but I don't know if my explanations really convey my feelings. I finished the Academy, and I did really well. When I started I was worried that I'd be stretched a bit thin and that I would have less time for the most important person in my life, and initially that was the case. As the weeks went by and I got into a routine and got more comfortable with the class I found I had more time that I thought I would and I could still maitain the level of intimacy that I was accustomed to. Well, I started back to work again and it's like I'm going through all that shit all over again. I'm trying to figure out where I fit andwhat I'm supposed to be doing and as a result I can seem a little distant. It'll all be better in a couple of weeks, Baby. I promise.