jerrica

sorry i have been MIA lately.
So much going on.
My bf/fiance' had been cheating on me. well not exactly. Last year he had this little thing (mostly just said hurtful things about me...VERY hurtful things) to this girl. He isnt supposed to see her. I caught him with her. We broke yp 2 1/2 weeks ago. He cant be honest with me about anything it seems. It hurts me so much cause I love him to death. I put all the BS aside and decided to talk to him. It seems like we were working through it, but then he said he resfuses to stop talking to this girl. I dont know what to do. Its like, this girl has ruined things with us, and has hurt our relationship. He swears its not a attraction/like/sexual etc thing, and I believe him. Im just confused.
Am I over-reacting? You tell me. Let the advice start.
So since he moved out, I havent had extra money.
I never turned my set in, I just dont want anymore disapointments right now.