It's been nearly a month since my last post, so about time I did another me thinks!
As you can see I have a new profile pic. The other one has been up since I started on SG back in January of 2004. In all honesty, I don't look that much different (perhaps a little more grizzled, a little more tired), but I just chuckled everytime I saw that pic because that person isn't me anymore. I used to look at it and think of all the things that have happened since then; I quit my job of 5 years, I moved out of my parents place, I moved to Canada, I ended a long term relationship, I got my own place, I re-found depression. In some ways I have progressed. I have grown up a lot more, I have become a lot more independent, and for these things I am very proud of myself.
Unfortunately I have also regressed in some ways too. I have had moments of falling back into a depression I had around my late teens. Although it is for different reasons now than it was then, it still, at times, feels as bad as it was back then. I didn't mean to turn this into an emo 'I hate myself post' but I guess something as small as me changing my profile pic got me thinking.
I have been having a bad week anyways so this didn't help. The project I was on, for about 7-8 months at work, was cancelled this week. Although this wont mean me getting fired (totally nothing I could have done to save it), it was a real blow as I put a lot of heart, soul and time into that project. That was a super big kick in the balls. On top of that, a video game I had been waiting for, for ages (Army of Two) turned out to not my playable, multiplayer, online, between games from different regions. Basically put, this meant me, and my game playing buddy back in the UK could not play each other. This is the most retarded omission in gaming history. EA - you are total fucktards!!!!! I shall never buy any of your games ever again....fuckers!
Enough of my whining....
I played World of Warcraft for the first time this week. Two things become apparent to me:
1) It is overrated (Controversial, I know)
2) The MMO thing, in itself is understanbly totally addictive and as huge potential.
I'll save my thoughts on where I think it can go next time
Loves you all. Thanks for your messages. You dudes is awesomsauce!
As you can see I have a new profile pic. The other one has been up since I started on SG back in January of 2004. In all honesty, I don't look that much different (perhaps a little more grizzled, a little more tired), but I just chuckled everytime I saw that pic because that person isn't me anymore. I used to look at it and think of all the things that have happened since then; I quit my job of 5 years, I moved out of my parents place, I moved to Canada, I ended a long term relationship, I got my own place, I re-found depression. In some ways I have progressed. I have grown up a lot more, I have become a lot more independent, and for these things I am very proud of myself.
Unfortunately I have also regressed in some ways too. I have had moments of falling back into a depression I had around my late teens. Although it is for different reasons now than it was then, it still, at times, feels as bad as it was back then. I didn't mean to turn this into an emo 'I hate myself post' but I guess something as small as me changing my profile pic got me thinking.
I have been having a bad week anyways so this didn't help. The project I was on, for about 7-8 months at work, was cancelled this week. Although this wont mean me getting fired (totally nothing I could have done to save it), it was a real blow as I put a lot of heart, soul and time into that project. That was a super big kick in the balls. On top of that, a video game I had been waiting for, for ages (Army of Two) turned out to not my playable, multiplayer, online, between games from different regions. Basically put, this meant me, and my game playing buddy back in the UK could not play each other. This is the most retarded omission in gaming history. EA - you are total fucktards!!!!! I shall never buy any of your games ever again....fuckers!
Enough of my whining....
I played World of Warcraft for the first time this week. Two things become apparent to me:
1) It is overrated (Controversial, I know)
2) The MMO thing, in itself is understanbly totally addictive and as huge potential.
I'll save my thoughts on where I think it can go next time
Loves you all. Thanks for your messages. You dudes is awesomsauce!
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