jerahmaya

The new Smashing Pumpkins album rocks! I know I'm old, but I seriously gave up on then after they put out that shit album "Adore". Finaly, a good contrast of light and dark melodies. I like when they play hard but I always missed the mellow-dies. Anyway...
...yeah, so, I got a new job. I'm working under a very famous chef in the cities. It's like a once in a lifetime shot to learn and prosper. It's my one good shot. If I wasn't sure if I wanted to cook before, well, then it's too late now. I'm a cook now. And what's better is that I think he fucking loves the shit out of me. Im in like Flynn. Yay! I deserve it. I've lived through so much shit in my life and always been stepped on and looked over. It's nice to have some recognition, and be in the right spot finally.
It's hard fucking work from now on. For at least the next year or two. I don't know if my lady can take my hours though. And that sucks. She's super frustrated with her life right now too and I can't do anything to help but just be there. So, that's kind of the only sad/bad thing going on in my life. It's unfortunate, but we'll see.
So, there's my blog for no one to read. It felt good to write it down. I always save my blogs. It's like keeping a diary sort of. Wish me luck.