jennynicole

OMG!! Welcome to the Procrastination Club!!! I have to wait until I'm under actual serious pressure in order to move my ass on any assignment. Isn't it wonderful? And every semester I tell myself I am going to be ahead of schedule...yeah right! Good luck!

It is fucking 4am and I can't sleep. The ulcers are hurting so bad that I would go to the Emergency Room if I didn't think I'd end up in a ditch because of the heavy snowfall on the way there. They wouldn't do anything for me anyways. Maybe an emergency endoscopy to confirm what I already know.... my stomach is eating wholes in itself. Stomach pain is one thing they won't give you any type of pain medication for, since all pain meds are bad for your stomach. They just give me shit that is supposed to help the ulcers heal in a few weeks. Sorry... I just felt the need to get this out. I'm having a stressful night/morning. I guess I'll try to get maybe 3 hours of sleep before I get up for work and school.

... I wish YOU were holding me tonight. Distance bites the big one.

Fucking booze is GREAT for the stomach, numbs goddamn everything. okay, I am lying, but the numb thing is true. Anyway, how have you been babe? MIssing you. And what do you mean you have ulcers? You are fucking 19, you can't have ulcers already. YOu are probably just fucking stressed. Anyway babe, talk to you L8er. I"m on third shift right now so my hours are a bit fucked........L8er........AJ

Wow you have had A LOT going on...seems like things are really going well, or a lot better than they were before you left. Glad to have you back!

I see you put a hot lookin' pic of yourself up for your profile...you go girlfriend

Yay! I'm so happy you're back!! How's everything going? Same old shit here...school is almost done as I'm sure it is for you and has been kicking my ass all semester.

So what's new ????

Welcome back!! It is awesome that you are finally out of your blue period and HAPPY!

A 92 eh? Good fucking girl, you had better figure out what you want to do before you get out of college and are in wicked debt and miserable. Ten months eh?..............lol, fucking cool. You two should take a drive out here and fucking party man, maybe next break you get from school, that would be wicked cool, better yet you two could take a fucking train ride. Amtrak comes right through this piece of shit town. Well, i guess it may be shitty but at least it's dry.......lol, a joke in bad taste, fuck it...........l8er....AJ

Congrats on the 92! I wish school was going as great for me...I'm bored as hell!! Thankfully I only have 3 classes

Do keep in touch hun...we'll miss you

Are you sure you can't stay on? I'd hate to see you go because writing these journal entries seems to be a good way for you to vent what you are feeling....even if not everyone agrees with you.

Well if you do leave, definitely keep in touch! Email me or IM me

~m~

NOOOOO!!! You can't leave SG! That is soooo depressing
How long are you gonna be gone for?

I think all the people on your friends list should get together and buy you a gift membership

Fuck babe, why do you go with those feelings? Why? As long as I've spoken to you I figured you would get it or at least dwell upon it a bit more. Woe is me, Woe is me, You have been way too fucking protected. Let me drag you around philly a bit and show you the teenagers eating out of fucking trash cans and selling themselves to be attacked and fucked by complete strangers for ten dollars.
Who are you trying to feed off of tonight babe? Who is being drained now? Unreal, I dig you doll but you need to leave that young chick Cancer bullshit behind.........L8er..........Aj

Alright sweetheart...you need to make yourself way more available to me than this. I need a fellow English major to bounce ideas off of

I hope everything is ok with you...you've been gone for a while...