THe hockey games went well yesterday, besides the fact that it was a fuckin blizzard on the way home. WTF does Canada not believe in plows?? ANywho... my weekend has been decent. Tryin to hold it together. I think I'm doin ok at it. Considering moving to a different state when I get my teaching certificate, because New York is one of the only states...
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.. 8 drinks last night.
..best sex in like.. a year
.. 2 hockey games to watch today
that about sums up my night
..best sex in like.. a year
.. 2 hockey games to watch today
that about sums up my night
Got through my hellish day of classes today, and now that I'm home I actually don't feel overwhelmed or consumed. Maybe I'll actually get some of my classwork due tuesday done before the weekend starts. Its doubtful, but hey.. it could happen. My room still needs to be fuckin cleaned and I need to redo my walls. I got a bunch of gorgeous Marilyn Monroe...
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jennynicole:
PS.. I posted pics of me from the wedding I was in this summer, and some older pics I found in my random pics file.. check em out and lemme know what ya think. lol. I look totally different all the time, what is up with that?
aj_paradiselost:
Sorry I didn't answer the phone yesterday. I had a vacation day and slept most of the time.
Jealous my ass, NIN sucks balls, ha ha. YOu should be more jealous that I WON"T be there, although lipstick Lesbians are cool, ha ha ha............L8er.........AJ
Jealous my ass, NIN sucks balls, ha ha. YOu should be more jealous that I WON"T be there, although lipstick Lesbians are cool, ha ha ha............L8er.........AJ
I feel so young and old at the same time. I know I've experienced pretty much nothing of life, but I don't really know what all I care to experience. Then again, I act like an old fuddy duddy.. for Christ's sakes.. I stayed up til 1:30 working on a puzzle today. A FUCKING PUZZLE! I don't really ever go out. I don't really do...
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gamma:
Sweetheart, I'm 28 and I go through that whole I-want-the-traditional-American-life/I-want-to-be-irresponsible-and-slutty thing. I don't think it ever goes away. I just live day to day and do whatever I feel like...who cares if you want to crochet one day and party it up the next. And who cares what other people think! I have never been drunk a day in my life and never experimented with drugs either .. so what if that makes me "uncool" to certain people. You'll get to that point even though it feels like you are out of control.
Keep the faith
Keep the faith
Opened up it's revealed!
Savour this
Dont get lost in a lie!
Hit or miss
Beside, myself, with doubt, push on
What's to come must be proved
Focus bliss
Charcoal stares
One foot at a time
Smear those lines
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
Certainty
Is not at...
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Savour this
Dont get lost in a lie!
Hit or miss
Beside, myself, with doubt, push on
What's to come must be proved
Focus bliss
Charcoal stares
One foot at a time
Smear those lines
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
Certainty
Is not at...
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gamma:
I'm convinced that we don't ever really know what we want...we just go along trying different things until we find something that fits and stick with it until something that's a better fit comes along.
But I have learned that you shouldn't wait around for someone to make you their #1 ... be your own #1 instead.
But I have learned that you shouldn't wait around for someone to make you their #1 ... be your own #1 instead.
aj_paradiselost:
Good choice of song lyrics baby, obviously KITTIE. So which one of us are any fuckers actual number one. Christ doll, you, Chissy, the world. Don't you get it? Its all about selfishness. Feeding the longing of the self and then onward to achieve another form of fucking happiness. I'll call you in a few...L8er...AJ
Well.. I had a bit of a stressful day today. I got about 3 and a half hours of sleep last night, was up all night working on school shit. Lesson plan, etc. I woke up early to finish it this morning, but at least I had some pleasant online company to keep me awake.
School went fine. My lesson went well. I fudged my...
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gamma:
Isn't it sad how we being English majors can skip assigned readings and somehow manage to write kick-ass papers??
I think you should post a set soon...you'll feel super sexy once you get all the comments back!
I think you should post a set soon...you'll feel super sexy once you get all the comments back!
aj_paradiselost:
Hey you fucking hot girl. Of course they are being nice to you, they want to get your sexyness in bed!!!, or on the floor, or against a counter top, or on a rug burn inducing carpet, or on a couch, maybe even in the back of an SUV. L8er princess....Aj
Well... I was gonna try and make my new pic all cool looking.. but I got bored with it, so for now I'm distorted, lol. I''ll get back to photoshopping later and see what I can come up with.
Sooooo glad that I don't have any classes tomorrow. I have a fucking migraine from today, so I'm gonna go watch Madagascar cause I've heard its...
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Sooooo glad that I don't have any classes tomorrow. I have a fucking migraine from today, so I'm gonna go watch Madagascar cause I've heard its...
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aj_paradiselost:
Fucking yeah, you'd be getting so nailed, ha ha. Christ you are a fucking babe....L8er...AJ
aj_paradiselost:
I love those new pics, you are just so wicked fucking Yummmmm. L8er....AJ
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aj_paradiselost:
When she bent over, rover took over, now she's got a bone of her own...Andrew Dice Clay......
The quiet child awaits the day when she can break free, the mold that clings like desperation...Mother can't you see I"ve got, to live my life the way I feel is right for me, might not be right for you but it's right for meee.....Sarah Mclaughlin.....Fumbling Towards Ecstacy.
The quiet child awaits the day when she can break free, the mold that clings like desperation...Mother can't you see I"ve got, to live my life the way I feel is right for me, might not be right for you but it's right for meee.....Sarah Mclaughlin.....Fumbling Towards Ecstacy.
I have homework to do right now.. so I don't have time for much of an update. I got bored this afternoon and I liked the shirt I was wearing.. so there's a few new pics in the Random Pics of Me section. Check em out.. lemme know what you think.
I'm just... down. I'm not trying to complain, or ask for sympathy or fake friendship or anything like that. Just stating what I am, and I dont' know how to stop it. I know.. don't do the self pity bit, don't dwell, externalize, keep yourself busy, listen to music, write, draw, read, set goals and stick to them, don't let it interfere with school or...
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gamma:
Do you see a therapist at all? I was on meds for a long, long time and amazingly was able to get off of them and am really happy. It was a long road though so I know what you're going through. I know that's probably not any consolation since you are feeling so terrible ... if you ever need to talk to someone who has been there drop me a line.
aj_paradiselost:
Crissy Crissy Crissy, Crissy Crissy Crissy. Yer all whipped and everything, ha ha ha. Let me know how fucked up you got..little freak.....L8er.........AJ
Fuck New York City. Teeeech Me howe to spel so me kan bee a Kontributing menber of sossity. L8er baby......AJ