It was 70 degrees outside today, so glad its finally warming up. I wore flip flops (with a kitten heel of course) and I somehow hurt my ankle really badly. lol, leave it to me to trip in flip flops. Anyways... work went decent, definitely gonna be workin 40 hours a week in a month, so that'll be good. Workin 9 to 5 what a...
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The sun was truly wonderful today. It warmed up to 70 degrees, which is warmer than its been in quite some time. We went for a short walk to pick wildflowers in my one class.
I straightened my hair and curled the ends up, did my makeup a little different and everyone seemed to notice. It was overall just a great day!
Hope you all...
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I straightened my hair and curled the ends up, did my makeup a little different and everyone seemed to notice. It was overall just a great day!
Hope you all...
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gamma:
So everything is fine, is it? And see, you were all worried 
I can't wait for the details though...I will be on tonite I'm sure or drop me a txt throughout the day. 
I can't wait for the details though...I will be on tonite I'm sure or drop me a txt throughout the day. I've kinda been all up n down and all over the place lately, and for that I apologize. I'm feeling somewhat at peace tonight though, took a bath for about an hour, read some post-structuralist theory, and my course-work is just about completed. One month longer and I will be leaving for North Carolina for a week! I had some really good sex this weekend...
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aj_paradiselost:
You are whoever you decide to be, outside sources are irrelevant. Sorry I didn't answer the phone tonight. I wasn't pissed at you, just occupied. I was hanging out with some friends after work and drinking coffee after my first day in my new position at work.
Yeah, people can take you as you are but you have to also be mindful of the people who are taking time to speak to you as well. You have to think about what they are feeling, what they are going through, what is going on with them as well as what is going on with you. To share too much of you is only selfishness and nothing more.
Fucking right it is good to have people who listen, I have found that out in the past month and a half, but you can't EVER make that a habit......L8er....Aj
Yeah, people can take you as you are but you have to also be mindful of the people who are taking time to speak to you as well. You have to think about what they are feeling, what they are going through, what is going on with them as well as what is going on with you. To share too much of you is only selfishness and nothing more.
Fucking right it is good to have people who listen, I have found that out in the past month and a half, but you can't EVER make that a habit......L8er....Aj
junnie:
I adore you thank you so much for your lovely compliments! 
Some of the best lyrics ever... Hope you are all enjoying your weekend.
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See the animal in it's cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the...
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See the animal in it's cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the...
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gamma:
Well I don't know about NEVER having gay marriage in this democracy...I mean there are several states in this democracy that allow gay marriage so I guess it just depends on which part of THIS democracy you belong to
And don't forget about Canada
And don't forget about Canada
ohno:
thank you for your wonderful comment!
too bad that i cant hug you right now
too bad that i cant hug you right now
Here's the thing about me... I can feel like shit really well by myself. So.. if my "friends" make me feel like shit.. I guess I don't need their "friendship" anymore.
Anyways.. have a nice day and a pleasant weekend all.
*smooches*
Anyways.. have a nice day and a pleasant weekend all.
*smooches*
ohno:
wise words!
gamma:
uh-oh...did SOMEONE piss you off again? I love how you end with sarcastically sweet well-wishes
Cheer up, sexy
Cheer up, sexy
I can't remember if I posted this here before or not. In light of recent conversations I've had with people, I thought it would be appropriate. Read.. enjoy.. lemme know what ya think.
10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong
1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to...
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10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong
1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to...
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ohno:
i love your userpicture
i love your userpicture
aj_paradiselost:
Gimme a break Jenny. This is a Democracy and in a Democracy the Majority will always rule. Be proud of the rights you have and are protected by.......L8er...AJ
I'm thinking about taking a break from my life as I know it. Possibly turning off the cell phone and computer for my entire spring break. Maybe a week with no so called "communication" will help me to realize that all you have is what and who are in your immediate life and this whole computer chatting thing is just pretending that you can exist...
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aj_paradiselost:
Jenny you really need to calm down. You try to figure things out too often in life. You don't have control, you will NEVER have control and you need to accept that. Lovers will hurt us, people WILL get mad at us, every paper we right will not be an A paper. You are a smart girl but everything will not always be under your control. Stop dwelling so much about everything or you will be depressed.
It isn't drugs for depression that you need. You need to take a bad grade sometimes because you didn't feel like studying, you need to yell not talk, YELL at Chrissie when she fucking pisses you off, not worrying how she might be mad at you afterwords, besides, why should you hold your anger inward so that she doesn't have to feel anything?
You have to be careful Jenny. Girls like you often end up in abusive relationships, being verbal or physically attacked because they blame themselves when confronted with bullshit. The other day you couldn't even tolerate me being mad at you. Its normal, its natural. You need to breathe and calm down....L8er....AJ
It isn't drugs for depression that you need. You need to take a bad grade sometimes because you didn't feel like studying, you need to yell not talk, YELL at Chrissie when she fucking pisses you off, not worrying how she might be mad at you afterwords, besides, why should you hold your anger inward so that she doesn't have to feel anything?
You have to be careful Jenny. Girls like you often end up in abusive relationships, being verbal or physically attacked because they blame themselves when confronted with bullshit. The other day you couldn't even tolerate me being mad at you. Its normal, its natural. You need to breathe and calm down....L8er....AJ
I'll be watching Crissy play hockey all this weekend. Tournament in Burlington, Canada. I plan on getting shit faced at least one night this weekend. I think I deserve it. It's been a long fucking week. Two more weeks til spring break, not that I'm going anywhere.. but I at least won't have class for a week. I'll just work all the time, need to...
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I pick things up
I am a collector
And things, well things, they tend to accumulate
I have this net
It drags behind me
It picks up feelings
For me to feed upon
There are times, plenty of times
I wish I could let it go
But they start to breathe, and they start to grow inside me
There are times, plenty of times
I...
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I am a collector
And things, well things, they tend to accumulate
I have this net
It drags behind me
It picks up feelings
For me to feed upon
There are times, plenty of times
I wish I could let it go
But they start to breathe, and they start to grow inside me
There are times, plenty of times
I...
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aj_paradiselost:
LOL, yeah you little freak, I got yer shit to swallow, ha ha ha. Nope, don't know the band but the lyrics are all emotional. They just don't seem very powerful and actually seem like a doorway to make people feel worse than they might already feel.
Here are some lyrics for you
Minutes seem like days
Since fires ruled the skies
The rich became the beggars
And fools became the wise
Memories linger in my brain
Burning from the Acid rain
A pain I'd never have won
Shades of Death are all I see, skeletons of society
There how is that? Not much room for feeling down eh? That is fucking Slayer babeeee, and why the fuck am I awake already? Fuck it, L8er babe..........AJ
Here are some lyrics for you
Minutes seem like days
Since fires ruled the skies
The rich became the beggars
And fools became the wise
Memories linger in my brain
Burning from the Acid rain
A pain I'd never have won
Shades of Death are all I see, skeletons of society
There how is that? Not much room for feeling down eh? That is fucking Slayer babeeee, and why the fuck am I awake already? Fuck it, L8er babe..........AJ
aj_paradiselost:
Hmmm, how would I describe ya? Something like this JENNIFER!!!!
1. Very kind
2. Fucking beautiful
3. Yummy Rack, grrrrrr ha ha
4. Always willing to listen
5. Adventurous
6. A great distraction from the bullshit of every day life
7. Unselfish
8. A beautiful smile that could melt an iceberg the size of China.
9. Unreasonably Sad
10. Fun to hear laugh
11. Physical, yumm
12. Way too seductive, almost to the point where its torture some nights, a secret I shouldn't share...lol.
Point is that I never fucking new what I really wanted in a girl until I met Jennifer, now I know. Sometimes it causes an ache because I know there are none here that are anything like her. Luv ya Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer........L8er...AJ
1. Very kind
2. Fucking beautiful
3. Yummy Rack, grrrrrr ha ha
4. Always willing to listen
5. Adventurous
6. A great distraction from the bullshit of every day life
7. Unselfish
8. A beautiful smile that could melt an iceberg the size of China.
9. Unreasonably Sad
10. Fun to hear laugh
11. Physical, yumm
12. Way too seductive, almost to the point where its torture some nights, a secret I shouldn't share...lol.
Point is that I never fucking new what I really wanted in a girl until I met Jennifer, now I know. Sometimes it causes an ache because I know there are none here that are anything like her. Luv ya Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer........L8er...AJ
Not much goin on here. My mom cleaned my room for a Valentine's Day present for me, plus she bought me some chocolate. Love her so much. I'm a spoiled brat and I know it, ohwell. Crissy got me a rose and a pretty pink heart box and some panties from Victoria's Secret. I love pink things and panties are always fun, so it was...
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aj_paradiselost:
What do you mean your mom cleaned your bedroom for Valentines Day. She probably cleans your bedroom all the time. I hope she didn't find your 13 inch black Dildo, ha ha. L8er babe...AJ
On a side note, I got asked out for coffee from someone