Monday Oct 25, 2004

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... i know i need to just not care. i know i need to calm down, and maybe someday things will be alright.. but honestly right now it feels like i'll be stuck like this forever. i don't wanna complain to people anymore. i don't wanna be this anymore.
aj_paradiselost:
That is all of us Pretty Penny but there are those that give up and those who fight. Weakness makes us lay down and quit. You aren't a quitter. Fucking quitters don't put themselves through school and fight. Yer a cancer female, given to emotion but balanced by strength. Use that strength beautiful.

Monday Oct 25, 2004

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sorry.. i'm tired and not in the most fabulous of moods.. i will tell you about it though and post a few pics of me and my friends going out.

Saturday Oct 23, 2004

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AWESOME NIGHT TONITE!!!! I LOVE my girls!! I'll post pics n tell ya all about it later, lol.
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey when are you gonna tell us about it? I think you are a procrastinator.........fucking procrastinators. I doubt they could spell the word even worst than I can............Fuckers.......Putting shit off and all. L8er
madhatter32481:
Yea.... and where are these pics you spoke of?

Thursday Oct 21, 2004

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AJ.. I stayed up for a bit. But when I got tired I figured I'd go to bed. Hope you had a good night at the bar.. leave me some lovin for the mornin wink I'll talk to you soon hopefully.
jennynicole:
ps.. read the entry before this one too.. its about today's shopping trip!!
aj_paradiselost:
Blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah blah bahl bahl labh lahb lahb blaa alahb albha bhlbbl bhla haal habl bhal shabl shalb dkslab bhad bhald...............what the fuck was that?..........Simply an alcoholic progression.

Thursday Oct 21, 2004

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omg... sooooo excited. okay so i went randomly shopping today and the mall has a TORRID now!!! This was like the best day of my life because of that. I could try on clothes..and they fit... and I didn't have to worry about getting the biggest size in the store... omg.. it was just so fucking awesome. oh.. and then i got this FUCKIN HOT...
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Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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k.. today's not been super great. i think i just need sleep. i didn't sleep last night. when i say i didn't sleep i mean at all.... like.. i didn't even lay down in my bed for five minutes. then i had an appointment today.. and i dunno.. that kinda appointment is never much fun for me. but.. maybe i'll feel better with some sleep....
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madhatter32481:
You are one sexy curvy lady love
jennynicole:
thanks!!
kiss

Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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AJ needs to be online so I can talk to him, cause he makes me BLUSH and SMILE lots!! hehe *muah**
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jennynicole:
why don't you just get online and talk to me? lol. i'm wide-a-fuckin-wake and wannnnnnnna talk

i'm also bored.. so check out the pics ppl.. i'm addin some wink

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aj_paradiselost:
Wow, I dig the prom pics babe. You look fucking eatable, yum. Anyway you should use pic eight as your profile pic. It looks hot and your smiling. I gotta go get ready for work so I'll talk to ya later beautiful. Think positive and keep smiling, I like ya better that way.

Tuesday Oct 19, 2004

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frown I wish I could talk to ppl........ or one person in particular that has to work too much now. .. its ok though.. i'm ok... i think. i dunno.. weird long situation that i'm not up to explaining right now................maybe later

Sunday Oct 17, 2004

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.... i'm back down. can someone tell me how to stabilize this shit? i can't freakin stand this anymore. I"m shaking.. I just like..need someone to hold me until I stop freaking out. Ugh.. and I have to study for a BIG test that I have tomorrow.. and I have statistics homework to do that I don't know how to do... and ugh....help me please
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josearcadio:
I hope you did good on your tests!
aj_paradiselost:
Hey princess how are things. Yesterday was a bit of a busy day. I'm back at work for the next two weeks until I get another fucking day off. Anyway stay CONFIDENT and think POSITIVE. If not you'll get one of my lectures and then an ass kicking......lol. Stay sweet sweetness........L8er

Sunday Oct 17, 2004

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well.. i had a good night last night. got a lil tipsy hehe and went dancin with my girls. then i got to talk on the phone to this awesome guy. wink i was getting sad that i didn't have anyone to cuddle with but honestly.. talking on the phone with you made me feel warm and i fell asleep with a smile on my face.......
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madhatter32481:
you rock!!!!
josearcadio:
I am very happy for you!!
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