fuck.. got kicked off that cloud 9 easily. I dunno what's wrong with me except maybe I actually am bipolar. I dunno.. all i know is that I'm stressed out major. I freaked out last night completely. I just don't wanna have to be on medicine to be normal. I know I'll get yelled at for saying I wanna be normal, but I don't mean it in the sense that I want to be like everyone else trendwise or boyfriend wise or looks wise or any of that shit. I just want to be able to function without medication.
aj_paradiselost:
Hey babe, I'd ask whats new but I guess I can see you are a little stressed out. Just a little. Still at home with the family? I hope things are going well and they are giving you plenty of shit. LOL, why should you have it easy? Medication for a time isn't a bad thing, sometimes it fucking helps us to get through whatever it is we need to get through. Anyway how did that fucking tattoo heal? Tell mom you want another one for christmas and that you want it NOW! Maybe she'll fund it for you, yeah right. Anyway babe, talk to ya soon I hope...L8er.
ratchet:
Meds aren't so bad, I have been on Paxil for almost a year now without any significant side effects. Bipolar disorder is some nasty stuff but it is well controlled with meds, you just have to deal with being mellow instead of having extreme highs and lows. It is mostly the extreme highs people have trouble with giving up.. anyhoo, hope you are doing better talk to you laterz