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jennynicole

Cassadaga, NY

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Tuesday Feb 07, 2006

Feb 7, 2006
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I feel so young and old at the same time. I know I've experienced pretty much nothing of life, but I don't really know what all I care to experience. Then again, I act like an old fuddy duddy.. for Christ's sakes.. I stayed up til 1:30 working on a puzzle today. A FUCKING PUZZLE! I don't really ever go out. I don't really do the whole drinking thing, except occasionally, and quite honestly I'm more likely to just casually have a drink at home than I am to go out and just get trashed. I'm not really into the club scene. I can't go to bars cause I'm not 21, but I'm not sure if I'd want to anyways. I go to work, I go to school, I come home and sit online for hours then either work on homework or puzzles.. or crocheting. yea... so i'm 19 going on 90. wtf? Part of me wants to be a kid. wants to go out and get trashed, party it up and be a slut. just for the hell of it. The other part of me wants my own home, a steady career and just a simple life. Maybe with a kid or two, maybe a wife or husband, maybe a few pets. (none dependent on the other.. I've always pictured myself as a single mom anyways)

I don't know who the fuck I am or what the fuck I want lately. Someone please fucking straighten my demented self up! blackeyed
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Sweetheart, I'm 28 and I go through that whole I-want-the-traditional-American-life/I-want-to-be-irresponsible-and-slutty thing. I don't think it ever goes away. I just live day to day and do whatever I feel like...who cares if you want to crochet one day and party it up the next. And who cares what other people think! I have never been drunk a day in my life and never experimented with drugs either .. so what if that makes me "uncool" to certain people. You'll get to that point even though it feels like you are out of control.
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Feb 7, 2006

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